Truancy A word for ditching school without a good excuse

[MurkScribe]

Writing is rather personal and uncomfortable for me personally so I have a hard time writing even for something short but I feel that I need to address and confront my problem. I've been quite depressed for a long time ever since I resisted against schooling. Theres quite alot of baggage and backlash from my parents, threatening to take away my computer and stuff that I cherish while yelling at me telling me that I need a high school degree or else I can't get any job, even though I'm very calm and deliberate telling them that simply is a myth and there's many ways you can get a job without a degree. I refused to go to school at the beginning of the school year and when I did go to school, I would usually skip classes and try to learn things I wanted read, my current reading list is Leo Tolstoy's work so I can tell everyone that this guy understands The Bible. But then I got into a shit ton of trouble and then they reevaluated me to see if there was something wrong with me. A child social worker came to my house, because I refused to go to school I was sent to a psychiatrists to be reevaluated and in the report I have Opposition Defiant Disorder and Narcissism. I was sent to the alternative "therapeutic" school because I refused to go to school and cut classes. My Dad said if i don't go to school unless i'm sick then hes gonna call the cops, he told me not to oppress me, but to aggressively let me be informed. I can't really find any alternatives to homeschooling since I'll need supervision, I'm pretty much gonna have to stick going to school until 16 when I can take the GED. The alternative school is slightly better as in you have no homework and you get to play music at the end of the school day, but its still heartbreaking and emotionally damaging to sit there for 4 hours straight and do busy work. I feel to emotionally exhausted to do anything when I get home from school. The only time when I enjoy school is lunch, since I get to sit with the people I have in common with. I'm still trying to find alternative and ways to get me out of school, and I would love ways to make my school experience better.

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Goddamm it posed it twice.