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Got accepted to charter

And I scored some kind of ADHD medicine for free from some insane kid that has a prescription but doesn't take them. The high coupled with getting accepted...I feel like I could take on the whole world right now!

Charter is 3 hours a day from 2:30 to 5:30. I can sleep in EVERY FUCKING DAY. No more stress of school, all the fucking idiot students, the uniform nazis, the authoritarian teachers that hate me...if I get my shit together at charter I can graduate in 2 years, maybe even go to college and get a good job...I doubt that last part, I couldn't have an average american job...it would be school all over again...people telling you what to do all day and having to be a slave to the system...but 3 fucking hours a day!! Three hours! I will have free time when I'm not too depressed to enjoy it!! This is the best I've felt in a long, long time. I'm so fucking happy I believe I'm even getting weed today I can just smoke it all with one of my best friends in celebration...I will be free for the vast majority of the time! This is fucking great and I think this is the first thread I've made in ST&V that isn't just a rage fest.

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I hate you again stadium

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Oh, man, even 3 hours a day sounds awful to me. That's like how many hours a day you go in correge, and it's terrible.

But, you know, that's awesome for you.

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Don't derail this thread I am very happy if you start this shit again I WILL WIN. MY BRAIN IS ENHANCED BY SMART PILLS DAMNIT

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Lucky bastard though I still would hate it because well of hermit traits.

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I will probably still hate it it's just the lesser of two evils.

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(01-27-2012 10:31 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  I will probably still hate it it's just the lesser of two evils.

It's only three-sevenths as evil!

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It's a pretty big improvement at least. Congrats Smile

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Thanks everyone. Yes it's definitely a huge improvement. No more teachers standing at the front of the classroom thinking everything they have to say is more important than you...all work and lessons are done on the computer...much better for me.

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(01-27-2012 11:40 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  Thanks everyone. Yes it's definitely a huge improvement. No more teachers standing at the front of the classroom thinking everything they have to say is more important than you...all work and lessons are done on the computer...much better for me.

Oh, so it's even better. I've always liked the computer work better.

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Congrats but have you ever been in charter school before
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(01-27-2012 09:33 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  ! This is fucking great and I think this is the first thread I've made in ST&V that isn't just a rage fest.

That's an accomplishment in itself, I believe.

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I've seen so much shit done to youth and for some reason, this has made me angrier than I've felt in years. Abuse and oppression happens all over the world. It's a terrible reality of modern society, but we've all accepted that it happens and we're doing what we can to fight it and build a better world.
But this...this mindless, condescending disrespect toward people who have no legal voice with which to defend themselves, this reduction of parents' betrayal into a cheap crack about kids being computer-savvy...it's like watching a surgeon joke about life insurance while his patient bleeds to death on the operating table. The media's job is to protect society from oppression and they've drawn a clear line between the people worth protecting and the people that don't matter. How can they people sleep at night?

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Yay *hugggg*

Congrats man, enjoy it Biggrin

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(01-27-2012 09:58 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  Don't derail this thread I am very happy if you start this shit again I WILL WIN. MY BRAIN IS ENHANCED BY SMART PILLS DAMNIT

Would like some Ritalin too, but I can only get a whole package for about 20€...Silk Road sucks ass. Things gonna fuck up your creativity though, but as a lesser evil, its ok...Also, I wouldn't get the SR (=Slow Release), which I would prefer.

Do you take it circular? What I mean is take a small dose at beginning of testing time, and steady up the dosis. When the maximum dose kicks in, take tests like a bawss, then slowly reduce dosis. Use the stuff with care and use it to get over my own projects. When minimal dosis kicks in, change to tic tacs, cause it's gonna be a habit taking pills at some time, so take the tic tacs instead of the drugs.

I never had a chance to test this method, but I'd like to before the finals kick in. Graduate like a boss and tell teachers to gtfo. Science wins over school...
Just have to find out how to get them.

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They weren't Ritalin they were something else that was really strong...I pretty much speeded for two days and now I'm laying in bed unable to get up or fall asleep.

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Bad shit, man, bad shit.
Guess those are the risk, do you know the name? I'd like to research this matter.

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Vyvanze. I took quite a few large dose pills. And it's not really bad shit I'm kind of enjoying just lying here with SOAD and SS.

When you look up vyvanze you will see a lot of dumbasses saying you can't abuse it...I call bullshit, you can't snort or inject it but if you just swallow them you can feel pretty good...it's been a few hours since I took the last one and I still feel pretty good.

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im thinking of going to charter.

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Charter is thinking of going to you but don't tell anyone it's a secret.

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What is charter school? I read wiki but didn't understand shit...


And congratulations, I guess.
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Conjecture Warning, this posts is pure cconjection!

I somehow have a feeling that almost EVERY ADHD "medicine" out there is amphetamine. Ritalin is, Vyvanse is, and Adderall is also told to enchant concentration, but it seems to kinda get you euphoric. Damn I want to try either Ritalin or Vyvanse - just to feel it. You ass, you got me fucking curios now Biggrin

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(01-28-2012 09:21 AM)aCol Wrote:  Conclusion Warning, this posts is pure conclusion!

Do you mean "conjecture"?

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I don't know what you are talking about Biggrin

But thanks.

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(01-28-2012 09:42 AM)aCol Wrote:  I don't know what you are talking about Biggrin

But thanks.

do you live in australia or something.

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I have ADHD so I'm prescribed to adderal rx. I have to take both adderal and weed to get high, because only one or the other just makes me normal.

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(01-28-2012 09:21 AM)aCol Wrote:  Conjecture Warning, this posts is pure cconjection!

I somehow have a feeling that almost EVERY ADHD "medicine" out there is amphetamine. Ritalin is, Vyvanse is, and Adderall is also told to enchant concentration, but it seems to kinda get you euphoric. Damn I want to try either Ritalin or Vyvanse - just to feel it. You ass, you got me fucking curios now Biggrin

I don't know what conjecture means and I don't care.
All of them (except maybe ones I don't know about) are amphetamine. Amphetamines are bad. 4 year olds taking amphetamine daily, especially when they don't even need it, is worse. Me seeking out my own amphetamines and using them responsibly is good. I think I use them more responsibly than people who are prescribed to it...maybe not the people who actually need it, but the majority of them don't need it and still take it multiple times a day. The websites talking about Vyvanse says not to abuse it because it can cause serious damage to your body, but I don't see why it would cause serious damage to someone's body if they don't have a prescription but wouldn't if they do? Isn't it the same drug? Just because they have a mental disorder (and most of the time they don't) wouldn't it affect their body the same way? Especially if they take it more than I do?

If this is incoherent it's because I haven't slept in 2 days.

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That's fucking awesome man

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Yeah, I see that too...It is the same drug. Drugs are Medicine, and Medicine is at most drugs. It the doses that make the poison, as that old Greece dude said.

You say you haven't slept in two days? Is this because of the drug abuse, or something throughout your own will? A side effect like that one can't be good. Do you think it could "burn out" your brain? Not literally speaking, but in terms of concentration and stuff. I mean you are basically over-clocking brain and body by using drugs (or you just change the way it works for a short period)...

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