I fucking hate my life.

[Raikuron]

Everybody tells me that I am just a spoiled little brat, and that I could have it worse, but they can't get it through their 2-inch thick adamantium skulls that THAT DOES NOT FUCKING HELP!!! Everything in my life seems to fuck up one way or another. I complain about school, BAM! I am in a "special education" class with someone who has trouble adding 6 and 9. I get a laptop, BAM! It is fucking slow, plus with this god-damned cricket broadband USB connector, it is even slower. I am happy for about 2 seconds, BAM! I get a depression attack. I deliberately failed my AIMS writing test, and now I am scared shitless that my dad (Who is supposed to be Mormon, but he watches "Reservoir dogs") will take away this laptop, my only creative outlet! My damn mother constantly drills into my head how other people have it worse and how I shouldn't think about bad things and focus on the good stuff. She also purposely mispronounces words, and they run through my head OVER AND FUCKING OVER!!! I also called her once with Skype, and she wouldn't stop fake-echoing the last word of her sentences, even when I literally screamed at her to stop! I also accidentally put a folder in the windows directory into another folder, and I am hoping to god that I didn't fuck up my computer. The internet and my pets are pretty much the only things that keep me alive, and that is fucking sad. Everybody in my class thinks that I am on drugs, and hates me because I refuse to mindlessly follow school. I just want to destroy everything in my house with a hammer, then destroy the school building. I might get arrested because of what I mentioned on here "terrorist threats" and all that, but I am literally crying and at the same time so fucking pissed off that I have to go to prison tomorrow, and I have no say in the matter. Story of my life, that is my rant.

[CrayolaColours]

Hang in there, okay?

[Kasha]

Word to your mother XP

[Raikuron]

There, it is tomorrow before school and I am still pissed off and depressed. My throat hurts, but I still have to go to hell every day because of the damn AIMS test. God, we would be a lot better off without the teachers. I would get the living shit beaten out of me, but then all aggression would be released. But they have to tell the other kids not to encourage me, when I am begging them to send me to the hospital so I wouldn't have to go to that hellhole. Seriously, we need to stop school soon... I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE SCHOOL ANYMORE!!!!

[SoulRiser]

Any way you can move out of there?