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RE: REBAG102's Blog

Fix the aspect ratio and filter out the deaths if you want to make it shorter.
08-30-2014 11:17 PM
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(08-30-2014 11:17 PM)Username Wrote:  Fix the aspect ratio and filter out the deaths if you want to make it shorter.
Im using camtasia and quickly figured out how to edit out the deaths
The first video was just something from a stream and i was too lazy to edit it
I have no idea how to fix the aspect ratio but its not too bad
EDIT: Figured out the aspect ratio thing
Come and say hi to me here http://www.twitch.tv/rebag102/profile
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MY MOM IS MEANTALLY BREAKING ME APART AND MAKING ME WANT TO BANG MY HEAD ON MY KNEE AND CRY IN A CORNER
Come and say hi to me here http://www.twitch.tv/rebag102/profile
09-14-2014 12:10 PM
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Real men don't cry. They break shit.
09-14-2014 12:24 PM
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Sorry about the overreaction there
I was just really annoyed, sad and angry at my mom
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09-15-2014 06:26 AM
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Been a while huh?
Alright well I guess I should mention some things.
- Overall, life has gotten a lot better since I last posted here, struggles with the family have rised a bit physically mostly. (im fine dw)
- I've been a lot more social since I entered high school last year (freshman year) which has made my school experiences a ton better. The social experiences have also lead me to actually care how I look and be more aware of how I look to other people, which has also caused a fuckton of stress.
- I have come out as gay after about 2 1/2 years of confusion about my sexuality which have lead me to mostly befriend the queers of my school.
- I don't care about politics unless it directly effects me now which has lead me to really stop caring about stuff like this forum.
- I gave up on watching stuff like MLP or Anime and tv in general and mostly spend my time playing video games and sleeping.
- Any sort of gender confusion I once had is completely gone and I feel retarded for ever thinking of a subject so complicated so simply even at age 12, the only thing from when I was 12 that still remains is that i'm a little fucking bitch.
- Any anger issues I once had are gone due to basic maturity.
- Any and all dumb things I did as a child I regret immensely.
- No sort of depression has happened yet due to me under-estimating every problem I have emotionally and generally just being able to stop caring about it.
- I couldn't care less about school and shit because I see no reason to.
- This isn't a return, just a update.

tl;dr i'm gay, i'm not as autistic anymore,i don't care about anything, and this isn't a return.
Come and say hi to me here http://www.twitch.tv/rebag102/profile
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Turned out alright.
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