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I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.

I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.

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My Poetry

I'm a poet. Someone on another forum calls me Shakespeare. Here are three poems I made. The one I made for the poetry contest will be revealed after the contest.

I have nothing to prove to you,
Nothing to say.
I only have one life,
And I've lived it today.

You can laugh at me, scream at me,
Say I've done wrong,
But I can't change my words or my actions,
I sing only this sad song.

It doesn't help to regret,
What is done is done,
It won't even be fixed with the set of the sun.

I've made my mistake,
My energy spent,
I've said enough words,
The message is sent.
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When my Heaven comes to peices,
When Death knocks on my door,
When hell's dogs are at their leashes,
When life ends I shall want more.

When fists on Heaven's doors are pounding,
When the saints won't let you in,
When hell's dogs run, voices sounding,
Makes you wish you hadn't a sin.
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I can't find the right words to love you.
I can't find the right words to care.
I've only thousands of words to choose from,
And I don't really think that they're there.

I've seen you from so many angles,
I've loved every inch of your soul.
I've looked through those eyes into beauty,
And since then, to love you was my goal.

And these words that I put on this paper,
They don't even seem like enough,
I've only thousands of words to choose from,
And telling you can get very rough.

I detest school in three languages!
Je déteste l'école dans trois langues!
Ich verabscheue Schule in drei Sprachen!
03-30-2007 09:02 AM
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I don't really like them. Just personal preference though.
03-30-2007 09:38 AM
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The rhythm is fucked up./

Good, nonetheless.

"If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees through narrow chinks of his cavern."
03-30-2007 12:10 PM
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This poem may not be the best thing in the world, but it's sort of cool, nonetheless Smile !
03-30-2007 06:23 PM
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Patronizing asshole.

"If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees through narrow chinks of his cavern."
03-30-2007 09:08 PM
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Well, I liked them. Especially the first one. Smile

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