Is it bad if I find Hitler inspiring in a way?

[Avi-Bird]

We're watching "Hitler:Rise of Evil". I find some of the things he did, inspiring. No, not the killings or sexual abuse of underage women. But, I find light in some of the things he did, or felt really. I mean, i think of it this way, if we have someone, very radical, but non violent, that had the rage and passion that he did, for spiritualism and a change in America- fuck- The world, Imagine all the change and stuff. Maybe its just me that thinks this. But i feel and i dont want to sound crazy or sound like i support war and violence, because im not. There are a select few people on this world that should just be shot, but nothing like what hitler or criminals do. But i dont believe in killing a whole entire culture of people. One of his lieutenant in the army said something like "you got to love your country enough to change it." and "to be a strong persuasive person, you must have 1 distinct quality that no one has" for hitler, it was his mustache, haha. those 2 quotes really inspired me. i feel like i am like him in the sense that i have rage like a candle that wont go out. im very passionate about changing the world and stuff. idk. is this a bad thing? hitler is the dick that made my great grandpa a prisoner of war, i should add, but ive also spiritually learned to forgive and move on. what happened happened and it made my great grandpa stronger and he is in a better place, and i still have contact with him in the spiritual world, and everything is happy where he is now. so i dont look at that as being SUCH a bad thing that i must HATE hitler for it. you know what im saying? im a higher being in a sense that little things dont bother me because i feel ive lost the ego to have that bug me. idk. its a big spiritual thing but i hope you guys know where im comin from. thoughts?