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Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Brandon - 02-17-2009 06:45 PM
Well, my weekend was okay, but it's 2:43 AM now, and I had a 5 day weekend, a FIVE DAY weekend, and I STILL couldn't get all my work done.
Screw it, I hate school. Lol, well anyways, you guys are awesome and uplifted my day. Oh, and my sister was on her period as it seemed all weekend, drove me crazy =)
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - random_name - 02-17-2009 07:18 PM
this may seem like a pointless rant, but i have PMS and im tired.
My MUM just woke me up with a phonecall from my Grandmother. My GRANDMOTHER. I hate that woman - i hate her!
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Brandon - 02-17-2009 11:33 PM
Well off to school with 3 hours of sleep!
<.<
Are you kidding? I can barley go with a full nights rest. Wish me luck. :waah:
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Steven - 02-18-2009 12:33 AM
good luck ... i woke up this morning and had no idea what goddamn day it is...
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Sunbourn - 02-18-2009 01:24 PM
Wish my parents wouldn't argue so much. They always fight over the silliest shit.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - classclown - 02-18-2009 01:33 PM
i got woken up by my folks a while ago. in the middle of the night. they wre fighting over when to get a divorce.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - random_name - 02-18-2009 09:10 PM
That happeed to me when i was 11. Mum yelled at Dad, Dad insulted Mum, Mum started throwing everything sharp in the house at Dad, Mum pulled out a knife, tried to kill herself, then went upstairs, having failed. Next day she got taken to a mental hospital. I thought i had lost my Mum. I got downstairs the morning after to find keybard keys everywhere smashed glass, knifes and blood. I hope it never happens to you.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-19-2009 04:49 AM
random_name Wrote:That happeed to me when i was 11. Mum yelled at Dad, Dad insulted Mum, Mum started throwing everything sharp in the house at Dad, Mum pulled out a knife, tried to kill herself, then went upstairs, having failed. Next day she got taken to a mental hospital. I thought i had lost my Mum. I got downstairs the morning after to find keybard keys everywhere smashed glass, knifes and blood. I hope it never happens to you.
o.o Thats horrific
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Sunbourn - 02-19-2009 04:51 AM
random_name Wrote:That happeed to me when i was 11. Mum yelled at Dad, Dad insulted Mum, Mum started throwing everything sharp in the house at Dad, Mum pulled out a knife, tried to kill herself, then went upstairs, having failed. Next day she got taken to a mental hospital. I thought i had lost my Mum. I got downstairs the morning after to find keybard keys everywhere smashed glass, knifes and blood. I hope it never happens to you.Thankfully I've never had anything that bad happen before, but they have gotten physical before and my dad throws things like the tv and the table a lot.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-19-2009 04:58 AM
The worst thats ever happened here was my mum chucked a bowl at my step dad and missed... and a phone.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - random_name - 02-19-2009 05:01 AM
matty555 Wrote:random_name Wrote:That happeed to me when i was 11. Mum yelled at Dad, Dad insulted Mum, Mum started throwing everything sharp in the house at Dad, Mum pulled out a knife, tried to kill herself, then went upstairs, having failed. Next day she got taken to a mental hospital. I thought i had lost my Mum. I got downstairs the morning after to find keybard keys everywhere smashed glass, knifes and blood. I hope it never happens to you.
o.o Thats horrific
It was. Now it is just a memory among other painful ones.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Sunbourn - 02-19-2009 05:02 AM
random_name Wrote:matty555 Wrote:random_name Wrote:That happeed to me when i was 11. Mum yelled at Dad, Dad insulted Mum, Mum started throwing everything sharp in the house at Dad, Mum pulled out a knife, tried to kill herself, then went upstairs, having failed. Next day she got taken to a mental hospital. I thought i had lost my Mum. I got downstairs the morning after to find keybard keys everywhere smashed glass, knifes and blood. I hope it never happens to you.
o.o Thats horrific
It was. Now it is just a memory among other painful ones.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - random_name - 02-19-2009 05:31 AM
Thanks, but worse things have happened to muhc, much better people.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Aviator - 02-19-2009 10:17 AM
GOOD GOD!
I HATE school - it's the most boring disaster ever frickin invented.
FOR GODS SAKE I AM A "GIFTED" STUDENT. I HATE having to pretend like I'm not, and be FRICKEN modest about it - so as not to offend the FRICKIN morons. I DON'T have to even barely pay attention to FRICKEN get a good grade. The worksheets are like, a GODDAMN cake walk - and NOBODY CARES. NOBODY WANTS TO CARE. They only care about the people who are a freaken embaressment to SOCIETY. To even get noticed, you have to be FAILING three classes and on the verge of going to juvie - but god forbid anyone NOTCE OR CARE ABOUT the people who will go on to make the world a BETTER PLACE.
I have learned NOTHING of importance in the past FIVE months, mostly just sat there pretending to be interested SO AS NOT TO MAKE THE TEACHER FEEL BAD. I am SUCH A GOOD PERSON that I FRICKIN SIT IN MY FRICKIN SEAT for 6 hours a day without saying a FRICKIN WORD ABOUT HOW STUPID IT ALL IS. I FRICKIN BEHAVE, LEAD THE CLASS, DO EVERYTHING A GOOD STUDENT IS SUPPOSED TO DO TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD AND NOBODY FRICKEN CARES. The stuff I wish they didn't care about, they DO. WHO THE FUCK CARES IF I DITCH CLASS AND SIT UNDER A TREE READING THE TEXT BOOK ANYWAY?!
The frickin TEXT BOOK has taught me more, in a more interesting way than the teacher has. OH MY GOD. It's SAD that the textbook is more interesting than the class. In fact, everything interesting at all that I've learned in the past few monthes came from A BOOK OR A WEBPAGE OR A PERSONAL EXPERIANCE. NOT A CLASS. CLASS DOES NOT TEACH ME ANYTHING.
For gods sake, the micromanagement is a disaster too. I DO NOT NEED TO FRICKEN BE TOLD WHEN TO GET MY FRICKIN LUNCH, OR WHEN TO HEAD OUT TO THE GYM FROM THE LOCKER ROOM. Some of us have to PEE during the changing period. It only takes ONE FRICKIN EXTRA MINUTE! THERE IS NO REASON TO TURN OUT THE LIGHTS ON ME WHILE I'M ON THE FRICKIN TOILET!
School is basically a reverse inspiration. It's boring and stupid, and I hate it. And people say "that's life". If that's life - I want no part in it. UGH. IT'S LIKE BEING CRAMMED IN A BOX AND EXAMINED UNDER A MICROSCOP EVERY FRICKIN SECOND OF EVERY FRICKIN DAY. That's my life. The internet is my only piece of freedom. I choose where to go and what to do on it and nobody has any say, except me.
YET, IT'S THE NEXT WORST THING TO EVIL IN OUR HOUSE. IF THEY ONLY UNDERSTOOD WHY I WAS ON THE FRICKIN NET SO MUCH, MAYBE THEY WOULDN'T HATE IT SO MUCH.
UGH.
I hate it all. Every part of it. Every part of my life is fake, except for what I post on this site. My smiles, interests, EVERYTHING is faked. I have nothing but apathy inside of me - and burning anger.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-19-2009 04:03 PM
Aviator
I know you probably already know this but have you ever considered unschooling? or dropping out?
If you immediately think: NO , I want to but my parents would not listen to what I have to say about the flaws of school.
Try
Tell then exactly how you feel, the flaws of school, how you learn better and faster without it and if they ask about getting a job or whatever show them the alternatives and how you don't need a Diploma or GCSE'S! Tell them how it brainwashes children, tell them its all one big lie.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Vatman - 02-19-2009 04:33 PM
There's a cloying and vainglorious largesse, cloaked in the subtlest insincerity. There is the hijack of another's pain to make of it vicarious drama for the bored. Intrude into the most intimate quiet to demand favors. Betray the tenderness of grief to reassure your presence. Lift your inarticulate voice above the rabble of those who have something simple but profound to say. Lash out at a ready target. Blame the world for your own actions. I see nothing to restore my faith.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Reptorian - 02-22-2009 11:45 PM
FOR GODS SAKE I AM A "GIFTED" STUDENT. I HATE having to pretend like I'm not, and be FRICKEN modest about it - so as not to offend the FRICKIN morons. I DON'T have to even barely pay attention to FRICKEN get a good grade. The worksheets are like, a GODDAMN cake walk - and NOBODY CARES. NOBODY WANTS TO CARE. They only care about the people who are a freaken embaressment to SOCIETY. To even get noticed, you have to be FAILING three classes and on the verge of going to juvie - but god forbid anyone NOTCE OR CARE ABOUT the people who will go on to make the world a BETTER PLACE.
-Good to see that you're gifted and able to do the worksheet. I'm unable to do the same for your information. If noone cares, they're all asshat. Just get into the top of school and then flunk the grade. Mention a intelligient speech against the teacher and the student, rage upon against the society hardcore and make it well enough to have no possible argument against it. Just reveal the true you.
I have learned NOTHING of importance in the past FIVE months, mostly just sat there pretending to be interested SO AS NOT TO MAKE THE TEACHER FEEL BAD. I am SUCH A GOOD PERSON that I FRICKIN SIT IN MY FRICKIN SEAT for 6 hours a day without saying a FRICKIN WORD ABOUT HOW STUPID IT ALL IS. I FRICKIN BEHAVE, LEAD THE CLASS, DO EVERYTHING A GOOD STUDENT IS SUPPOSED TO DO TO MAKE MY PARENTS PROUD AND NOBODY FRICKEN CARES. The stuff I wish they didn't care about, they DO. WHO THE FUCK CARES IF I DITCH CLASS AND SIT UNDER A TREE READING THE TEXT BOOK ANYWAY?!
-I didn't have to be pretending to be interested cause I feel as noone cares when I sleep in class and so on. Few teachers would cares. It good to try not to make the teacher feel bad. You should talk to them and identify the great teacher that you can actually talk to one. Behave, but don't do everything a good student is suppose to do. If noone cares, then ditch class and get into trouble.
The frickin TEXT BOOK has taught me more, in a more interesting way than the teacher has. OH MY GOD. It's SAD that the textbook is more interesting than the class. In fact, everything interesting at all that I've learned in the past few monthes came from A BOOK OR A WEBPAGE OR A PERSONAL EXPERIANCE. NOT A CLASS. CLASS DOES NOT TEACH ME ANYTHING.
-It is sad. The reason it taught you more is because the psychological effects of coercion as well as giving you boredom isn't going to get to learn. Class doesn't teach me much, but I did learn very little from it in fact. I learn more from what you said as I do. I practice myself art outside to learn more about it and indeed it helps more than a class.
School is basically a reverse inspiration. It's boring and stupid, and I hate it. And people say "that's life". If that's life - I want no part in it. UGH. IT'S LIKE BEING CRAMMED IN A BOX AND EXAMINED UNDER A MICROSCOP EVERY FRICKIN SECOND OF EVERY FRICKIN DAY. That's my life. The internet is my only piece of freedom. I choose where to go and what to do on it and nobody has any say, except me.
-Sad people thinks like that. Boredom and stupidity is little part of life.With school, you got more of that. A teenager like you knows more than the average straight A student.
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I know you probably already know this but have you ever considered unschooling? or dropping out?
If you immediately think: NO , I want to but my parents would not listen to what I have to say about the flaws of school.
Try
Tell then exactly how you feel, the flaws of school, how you learn better and faster without it and if they ask about getting a job or whatever show them the alternatives and how you don't need a Diploma or GCSE'S! Tell them how it brainwashes children, tell them its all one big lie.-Most parents wouldn't listen or care and they take you to school. I have parents like that and they won't listen at all.
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Avaitor, if you got a great paying job and might get a successful life, drop out my friend. That is what I'm planning to do from the age of 15. Right now, I'm working for a possibly successful freelance company.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-23-2009 04:30 AM
OK I've decided that if my parents don't allow me to drop out by the end of this school year ('Till summer) I am going to just give up and quit going to school altogether. I don't care what happens , its MY life and il do WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT WITH IT. I don't care what happens to my parents...
I should love them? I should love the humans that made me go to a fucked up institution since I was 6 to work 6 hours a day and they say things like "you must work harder!" .
What do I get in return for my "hard work"? :
A smile. A fucking useless smile.
I'm sorry but I'd rather myself be doing something interesting with my life.
I'm tired of this shit I want out now and if I don't I simply quit.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - returnal - 02-23-2009 04:47 AM
matty555 Wrote:OK I've decided that if my parents don't allow me to drop out by the end of this school year ('Till summer) I am going to just give up and quit going to school altogether. I don't care what happens , its MY life and il do WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT WITH IT. I don't care what happens to my parents...But c'mon! School is good for you! You must become a model citizen in this New World!
I should love them? I should love the humans that made me go to a fucked up institution since I was 6 to work 6 hours a day and they say things like "you must work harder!" .
What do I get in return for my "hard work"? :
A smile. A fucking useless smile.
I'm sorry but I'd rather myself be doing something interesting with my life.
I'm tired of this shit I want out now and if I don't I simply quit.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-23-2009 04:50 AM
Define a model citizen.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - returnal - 02-23-2009 05:05 AM
matty555 Wrote:Define a model citizen.Model citizen: Someone who understands sarcasm.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Squittle - 02-23-2009 05:06 AM
I think Matty understood, he was just responding as he would normally for effect.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Vatman - 02-23-2009 02:22 PM
Try to see the evil that I am. I stalk the world in mortal dress--the worst of fiends, the monster who looks exactly like everyone else.
It's an awful truth that suffering can deepen us, give a greater luster to our colors, a richer resonance to our words. That is, if it doesn't destroy us, if it doesn't burn away the optimism and the spirit, the capacity for visions, and the respect for simple yet indispensable things.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - i-am-the-liquor - 02-23-2009 11:13 PM
Everybody withen my generation, and the forthcoming generation is a peice of shit. I am a peice of shit,same with all of you. I find it funny knowing how my life is going to end, such a shame i cant take anybody with me. I hate but i dont want to, i want to love but i cant. I want to feel worthwhile, but i know im worth nothing. I want to be known, but im a mute with a microphone..have a outlet yet no voice and nothing to say,Heh.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - SoulRiser - 02-24-2009 09:50 AM
Quote:I'm tired of this shit I want out now and if I don't I simply quit.Good idea. If that's what it takes to get people to take you seriously, then I guess you have to do it. Just be careful of boot camps, but I think you're in England, so you're probably safe.
Quote:Everybody withen my generation, and the forthcoming generation is a peice of shit. I am a peice of shit,same with all of you. I find it funny knowing how my life is going to end, such a shame i cant take anybody with me. I hate but i dont want to, i want to love but i cant. I want to feel worthwhile, but i know im worth nothing. I want to be known, but im a mute with a microphone..have a outlet yet no voice and nothing to say,Heh.We are all unique pieces of shit... and as such, I find humans strangely likeable, however facepalmingly stupid they may be in large quantities. I figure if you just do what you want, who cares if anyone thinks you're shit? The only 'worth' that counts is what you think of yourself...
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Milk2Go - 02-25-2009 10:57 AM
I can't fucking stand Robitussin cough medicine. It's the single worst medicine ever created. I literally started gagging when I took the stuff. It tastes like a failed cherry-flavored lifesaver with methanol and all the sugar extracted and removed from it. That fucking medicine should only be used as a torture device. And even then, I think that would be a little too extreme.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - i-am-the-liquor - 02-25-2009 03:33 PM
BobManPerson Wrote:I can't fucking stand Robitussin cough medicine. It's the single worst medicine ever created. I literally started gagging when I took the stuff. It tastes like a failed cherry-flavored lifesaver with methanol and all the sugar extracted and removed from it. That fucking medicine should only be used as a torture device. And even then, I think that would be a little too extreme.
nobody fucking cares you rich peice of shit. i want to fucking kill you,torture you,fucking chink. fuck you.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Elfy - 02-26-2009 07:45 AM
P.E is tomorrow and I have rugby , Immah refuse to do it, I don't care if I get letter home or whatever.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Sunbourn - 02-26-2009 07:49 AM
matty555 Wrote:P.E is tomorrow and I have rugby , Immah refuse to do it, I don't care if I get letter home or whatever.Good luck. Probably going to give you in school suspension or some bullshit like that.
Re: The Vent/Ranting Thread - Milk2Go - 02-26-2009 08:16 AM
i-am-the-liquor Wrote:nobody fucking cares you rich peice of shit. i want to fucking kill you,torture you,fucking chink. fuck you.That still doesn't change the fact that I'm better than you in every possible way. I can actually type legibly. I'm not a racial supremacist. I'm not an alcoholic. I'm not addicted to smoking or drugs.
Also:
i-am-the-liquor Wrote:got baked to the point i vomited in buddys front law, then had a rum n coke to tide me down before a munchies run, now i have a pint of rum in my room for tomorow and getting another pack of smokes.Every line break denotes the end of a post and the beginning of a new one.
drunk, 6th rum and coke since i woke up at ten 30, its now two some.
got buzzed at buddys house yesterday of some bottle of liquor that was in his fridge, then we went to the hunting cabbin and chainsmoked for abit.
got baked as shit today.
i tripp balls to much and the burnout. wake up nakid somewheres in the house, belnders going,music blasting,cats staritng at you, and theres porn on the comp and half assed convos on msn
last week i got high of a 1/4th of a bowl of my stash, saw pretty colours, shapes, ect...i think my stash might be cut with something, or ive saved it for to long at its starting to crystalize( thc crystalizes). forgot about drawing, had no pen, and i burnt out around noon , woke up nakid on the floor with a shower running inthe other room
injested 5 grams of dope a week ro two ago. trip off a lifetime, in the end i thought i was in an music video and a herion addict who was afraid of monsters and then i vomited several times
went out driving with my bud, got stoned in the car, did doughnuts on city streets, he picked up a girl, hotboxed the car, and pratically fucked her, all while i was in the front seat tripping out.
god dammit i want some beer ,gona go crazy soon if i dont get any
i havent had booze since,last march, i might jsut drink my bottle of mouthwash.