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I hate having scary dreams.
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Rightsmen
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I hate having scary dreams.
I know. A person like me who is almost the legal age to be an "adult".
I had this weird dream where this like eel thing went inside my stomach and went in there. I had to have someone put a parasite which someone goes through my whole body(sort of like a worm that grows and eats all inside) and then comes out the mouth. It dies the moment it exits the mouth and can be pulled out of your system...even though it'd be a couple yards long due to the size of the intestines and the sort. I don't understand what it means but I guess it's trying to say that something is eating me from the inside out. It must be my horrible life...general guilt for humanity...and guilt for even existing because of how I am mentally due to my disability.
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Re: I hate having scary dreams.
It doesn't matter if you're an adult or not, a scary dream is still scary, and pain is still pain. Just that we grow a bit we can endure more of it 
I actually love scary dreams. If it was real, obviously not, but I just LOVE intense dreams. I don't know how to overcome nightmares, but I heard that they could be due to the fact that you're stress or scared of something in life. But that could be bullshit, I'm not sure. And have you ever heard of lucid dreaming? That could end your nightmare problems, lucid dreaming is where you're in a dream and you know it, so you're fully aware all isn't real. Look into it, it's pretty interesting.
(01-10-2012 02:15 PM)Maelstrom Wrote: Efs, your nihilism is beautiful.
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My scary dream last night!
Okay so I was in my backyard and I was walking by my pool... I noticed many crabs crawling around.... (I live no where near the beach) I move to see what they are doing and then I see the corpse of a little girl and not far off the corpse of a little boy... I start crying and then I hear my brother yell and both corpses get up and start chasing me. Then I look to the woods in my backyard and a shit load more corpses are walking out of the woods. I reach my brother and we both pull out swords... but a feeling of dread weighed me down and I could barely move... so me and my brother stood to fight and just as the little girl zombie reached us and I lifted my sword I woke up.
lol 
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Re: I hate having scary dreams.
UnschoolShqiponjë Wrote:My scary dream last night!
Okay so I was in my backyard and I was walking by my pool... I noticed many crabs crawling around.... (I live no where near the beach) I move to see what they are doing and then I see the corpse of a little girl and not far off the corpse of a little boy... I start crying and then I hear my brother yell and both corpses get up and start chasing me. Then I look to the woods in my backyard and a shit load more corpses are walking out of the woods. I reach my brother and we both pull out swords... but a feeling of dread weighed me down and I could barely move... so me and my brother stood to fight and just as the little girl zombie reached us and I lifted my sword I woke up.
lol
Dreams are weird, aren't they? lol I love them!
(01-10-2012 02:15 PM)Maelstrom Wrote: Efs, your nihilism is beautiful.
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