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One dream bothering me.
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One dream bothering me.

So... I managed to LD one night, some time ago. It's bothering me for some reason...
I just reproduced the dream in a few 3D shots, so you'd know what I mean. The textures aren't accurate, I just assigned them by similiar colors.

The first thing I remember is an endless stairway. I was conscoius enough to note to self to check what that means.
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It was kind of 'glitched', as every floor was the same place. It just looped on and on.
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I went through the only way possible.
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Eventually reached a place looking roughly like this. It was more than weird... And it seems awfully familiar to me.
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I heard an echoing voice, who spoke to me:
"Why did you bother to come back here... if you're already dead?"
This freaked me out so much I decided to wake up, here and now. The last picture shows the exact viewpoint of what I saw before I woke up.
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Any non-scientific explaination please?

Problem, officer?
Hidden stuff:
TrueAnarchist Wrote:and to think, i could be yiffing a hot vixen right about now
CrayolaColours Wrote:He just admitted today that he spent two hours...errr... shaking hands with the Bishop afterwards.
The Desert Fox Wrote:I thought when I downloaded it it was already emulated.
zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
12-08-2009 09:59 PM
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Re: One dream bothering me.

Sounds like you thought you were lucid dreaming but weren't as in control as you surmised.

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Conclusion: Still a penis.
12-08-2009 11:50 PM
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Re: One dream bothering me.

That's right, it started as an LD when I was fully in control(won't even bother to describe it), and then I ended up on this stairway, mostly because I wanted to(can't explain). That's when things started getting out of hand, however I could still clearly think during that, and do whatever I wanted to. Sadly, I was out of options as you see. I just regret quitting that place... it really felt like if I came back somewhere I knew.
I'm just thinking like, what if I was really on some kind of out-of-body experience? What if I actually did something I shouldn't have?

Problem, officer?
Hidden stuff:
TrueAnarchist Wrote:and to think, i could be yiffing a hot vixen right about now
CrayolaColours Wrote:He just admitted today that he spent two hours...errr... shaking hands with the Bishop afterwards.
The Desert Fox Wrote:I thought when I downloaded it it was already emulated.
zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
12-09-2009 12:00 AM
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