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ITT stream of conciousness and loooong sentances
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ITT stream of conciousness and loooong sentances

Ok I don't know what this forums is actually about seeing as I didn't take the time to read everything because I'm really tired but I think it has something to do with thoughts and stuff so this seems like a good place to do a little experiment where I just keep writing all the random shit that I happen to think of as I go along and see what turns up and I hope nobody thinks this is stupid or that I'm wasting space because that would really suck and I'm way too tired to deal with that right now because I had to get up at 7:30am for a final exam and I've got a chemistry exam on Tuesday that I'm not ready for because I've gotten really shitty grades on all the other ones and even though it's multiple choice it will probably still be really hard so a few people in my class had a study party in the lounge today and invited me and there's this one girl who's really cute and she would always sit next to me in chem after I met her by leaving a copy of Socialist Worker on my desk that she got curious about but I don't know if she likes me or not because she's kind of antisocial and just plays videogames a lot and never calls me but the other day we had lunch together and talked for like an hour after we had both finished eating and she started throwing snowballs at me on the way back and it was really cute but I don't know how she feels about me it's really confusing so maybe I'll try texting her tomorrow to go have dinner or something since I said I'd lend her my Battlestar Galactica DVD which reminds me that I still have to go Christmas shopping for my Dad and I have no idea what he wants and he always says something stupid like "world peace" or "social justice" or "universal health care and Jon Stewart as President" as if I wouldn't have made that happen already if I could but I have more pressing issues to deal with right now like calling for the immediate assassination of Stephen Anthony Cartisano aka Scott Richards who was last sighted in the nineties in Costa Rica torturing the prisoners of his boot camp while bragging about all the money he made and all the laws he subverted and I don't know if we can stop people like him but I'm sure as hell going to fucking try and maybe then I can get some fucking sleep and it's so boring in here because it's late at night and everyone's either at a party or asleep and I can't go downtown and hunt for rapists by the waterfront because it's 19 degrees outside and I can't go to a party because I don't know anyone in that crowd except for this one guy who's a total stoner and I really don't trust him so I've been stuck in my dorm room for the past day watching Michael Collins on youtube so many times that I started to develop an Irish accent and then we watched the first season of 24 tonight which was so much better than the last four which were the only ones I'd seen before and holy shit it's 1:35am and I need to get up before noon tomorrow if I'm going to call that girl from chem so I should probably just go to bed but first I need to find a nice music video on youtube with scenes from Bioshock and the song "Rapture" by Hurt so it will give me good dreams like the one that she told me she had during the chem study where she stole treasure from dragons and these little creatures with drills on their heads came after her and I told her she was playing too much Bioshock and she should play Fallout 3 instead and I was thinking that maybe I could let her use my copy and it would be a good excuse to spend some time talking to her alone but my roommate makes the bathroom smell really weird so I don't know if it's actually a good idea to invite her to my room so I'll just to sleep and think about it in the morning then I'll draw some more anarchy symbols in the snow on random car's windshields okay.

I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
The quickest way to kill a revolution is to wait for it.
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That was actually pretty interesting.

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The lack of fullstops is disturbing.

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There was literally one fullstop in that wall of text. o.0

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tl;dr - "I'm fucking insane." Noo

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Quote:it was really cute but I don't know how she feels about me it's really confusing so maybe I'll try texting her tomorrow to go have dinner or something
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Actually....I quite enjoyed that. Razz
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So are you all just going to sit around picking apart my brain or is someone else going to post one? Come on, I want to see inside the pulsating blobs of psycho that are the minds of SS!
Oh and Mystery go suck a shotgun and do the world a favor.

I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
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Be right back, making my own topic for this.

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Excuse grammar:
i keep on lying a lot almost so much i cant tell if im telling the truth i like to keep an illusion going by making believe im something im not people at school think im some kind of genius who always wins arguments and will be super successful but to be quite honest maybe im just the best liar of all time i have made this huge reputation of myself as an sarcastic cynical mastermind however it is only endearing for so long how long will it be until one day it all tumbles down to a huge fuck up that leaves me on the floor silently crying then these kind of thoughts lead onto me fantasizing about becoming a anarchist like the joker who destroys society but then i feel like taking a shit and realise how pathetic all humans are of how they trick themselves into believing such bullshit such as being anymore than a roasted piece of shit in the sun lying there and rotting because really if you think carefully humanity is just one big fat fucking lie we are just a continuous cycle of theories and some theories get taken seriously a l a religion but how do i know if religion isnt false i dont know anything we dont know anything because really we havent even barely left square one we have put ourselves in a cycle of shit and more shit and all im doing is being a baawfag who complains about shit and tries to elevate themselves above others by being overly self conscious and this post could go on with my attention whoreness but im going to stop.

Yep. And that was just six seconds worth of what I think. I wish I could somehow put my thought on paper but it's quite difficult once you try it.
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If you'd split it on paragraphs it would be easier to read. I think she likes you, but it depends on her body language, etc.

Nothing much has happened here, just met two people on Friday at school. We all like symphonic metal, they seem to hate school and well, I'll find out more tomorrow. I believe it's my last week of school Biggrin

I play the piano and there was this girl who liked how I improvised, but I haven't seen her for a while. I've been thinking on composing something, I have just made one staff, it's sad, A minor, I'm thinking about making it progressive. School tires me, makes me lazy, and since my mom is a teacher is a pain in the ass to deal with her and she has made me practicing songs look like a chore. Ugh. I was perfectly well until she got in my playing, I ENJOYED practicing. They don't want to let me move my (digital) paino to my bedroom, because OMG WE PREPARED THE STUPID PICTURE ABOVE IT AND THE LAMPS FOR IT AND IT WOULD BREAK. (It's a Yamaha clavinova, and my bedroom is upstairs, but the FUCK? I could take it by pieces.)

Maybe I should've posted that on Voices in your Head, or General Talk, but it seems on topic with what rebelnerd posted.

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I would post one but... My mind... no one wants to go there... Laugh I might, but I'm not sure, I'm afraid of where my mind will take me.

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I like this song lloyd banks has a nice flow and this remix fits his and ems voices btu id rather be listening to the script maybe the man who cant be moved dude I havent jerked in forever I wonder what kels is up to, she might be asleep not sure i like my shoe lace collection why is it on my mirror though i must have somewhere better to keep it i miss connie i still love that girl i shouldnt be thinking that im dating kels i know its wrong but oh well oh yay script came on ugh people are so stupid to text is my friend all right shes going through withdrawl and shes at a party and i hope she stays smart you do dumb shit when you're going through- i love this warriors part two remix oh well not the point what was i thinking oh right check my phone hey kels texted me thats good ugh i hate AIM and it's random ass pop ups on my screen it looks so ugly and MSN too I enjoy my new phone maybe ill play bubble breaker after i jerk off i should have eaten today but im stressed and depressed and just didnt feel like it but i guess i should still have eaten oh well no big loss i can go a day without dying probably longer than that I'm fat but not fat I'mjust not thin. I wish I were thin i wish i could be an asshole to girls and i wish i had someone who loved me. but on the bright side im grateful for life kels my phone music, my friends and my penis, no really like i enjoy my penis, not too big not too small. its a comfortable size.

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