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Good lord.

Do you know how hard it is to navigate in this damn forum? Seriously, for high school dropouts, you could of made it a little more "Retard Friendly" I say that in quotes so I won't get in trouble for it.

BUT YES;
Hai, my name is El, El Puanchy. and I'm basically a high school drop out, Like, just didn't actually drop out. I was a smart ass to my teachers, only the dick ones, which was like... 1, the rest of my teachers were pro. I got low scores on my tests, and bad reports. So my hopes of getting a job is slim to none.

So yeah, I basically fucked up my life not going to school. Try and convince me otherwise. and I might tell you a bit more about myself and what I might do.

o/~ Under the sea, Under the sea~ Darling it's better down where it's wetter, take it from me. o/~
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Re: Good lord.

You're the only one who has problems navigating here.

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Re: Good lord.

This guy is not Duelix. I am sure of it, I know him on another site.
05-27-2010 09:09 AM
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Re: Good lord.

Hmm, okay. Still, it won't be easy to get around being a dick.

And you fucked up your life not by dropping out, but by not moving a finger yourself to learn something useful.

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zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
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Ceiling Cat Wrote:Hmm, okay. Still, it won't be easy to get around being a dick.

And you fucked up your life not by dropping out, but by not moving a finger yourself to learn something useful.


I didn't drop out; and I have learned useful stuff. I wanted to drop out, but my parents didn't let me. so, to spite them, I did shit all in school.

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That's just as I do, except that I already work.

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zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
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Re: Good lord.

So, basically. This site is full of people that got bullied as a kid?

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Umm, some?
Originality is an easy target.

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What about you? what's your story?

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Well, I never gave a damn. Worked towards game development for past few years, now I'm a level designer. That's it.

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zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
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Re: Good lord.

What language?

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*headsplode*
I just said, level designer. Not much to do with coding if you ask.

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zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
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Oh, so you just draw the level? you don't need to code variables and shit? I thought that's the level designers job aswell. Man, being a level designer seems easy now.

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Hello Elpuanchy, I'm Moriko.

And I wasn't bullied as a kid, I was homeschooled. Then I went to school because I wanted to feel normal, I may only be fourteen, but I practically TASTE the difference between learning on my own.with my mom and learning with a teacher. You can still get a job, you just have to work harder to prove yourself.

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You're still a kid; you've got another 4 years to get bullied.

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ElPuanchy Wrote:Oh, so you just draw the level? you don't need to code variables and shit? I thought that's the level designers job aswell. Man, being a level designer seems easy now.
The scripting is usually done by linking events in a graphical interface such as Unreal Kismet. It also includes less modelling than before, now a lot is done on reusable static meshes (with the exception of Source Engine which still runs on good ol' BSP)

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zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
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See, so you do use code;

When I payed attention to my Software Design class, I learned Pascal and C++. But yeah; that shit's easy.

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See, so you do use code;

When I payed attention to my Software Design class, I learned Pascal and C++. But yeah; that shit's easy.

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It's not much of a code, it's drawing lines between created nodes.

In ID Tech and Source these nodes are directly in the level so it's even more graphic.

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*nods* Understandable. How many levels have you designed?

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Why do you assume I count...?
But I can show what I'm doing.
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The Desert Fox Wrote:I thought when I downloaded it it was already emulated.
zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
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Looks a bit like the jungle bit in farcry 2 demo that I saw in E3

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ElPuanchy Wrote:You're still a kid; you've got another 4 years to get bullied.
I'm not a kid, meh biologically yes, mentally...not really... And why would i get bullied? I'm scary enough that anyone who tried would be too scared of getting groped and sexually harassed to continue.
These people know that about me. *Winks and grins* Also women tend to back away from me.

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So how old would you say you are mentally, Moriko?

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I don't have an exact age. Older than 16, younger than 80. Minus the drugs, sex, drinking, sluttish-ness, makeup and such. Then again I can act like I'm 12 if I want to...

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Aww; but the sex and drinking is the best bit about being old.

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ElPuanchy Wrote:Aww; but the sex and drinking is the best bit about being old.
No, just no. It's immature as fuck to claim so, there are much better things to waste time on.

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Lemme guess, you're a sXe?

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Sort of.

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I would TRY drugs, I like a drink at celebrations and I like some pretty strange sexual things. But yeah, agreed with the CCat.

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