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Strange Dream.

Dreamed an atomic bomb hit florida or something.

All I can remember is that I was in my room doing something when my house started to shake and my filing cabinet fell on top of me. I managed to get it off and when I looked around it looked like something had incinerated my house from the inside out or something(even the filing cabinet was scorched up and melting). The walls were ashed up and looking like they were literally burning away and I felt like my body was burning up.
My hand hand had the skin burned off my bone and yet I still could move my hand.
I got up and tried to get out of my house without thinking about my family(I guess I was selfish in my dream) and It was as if I knew where not to go because it felt like my body would get hotter if I walked in the wrong direction.

I managed to get out of my house and got to my sidewalk as I saw some people struggling to get out of their homes while fire painted the outside and it was like people were running in all directions unsure of what to do(it would have been beautiful if I wasn't in pain myself.
it was at that moment when my right arm started to hurt(shock wearing off?) and the burning pain got worse all over my body thats when I knew I was gonna die.
I started laughing almost as if I had lost my mind and people running around screaming took one last look at me as I felt my vision fade away(assuming I died).

The last thing I saw was some kind of fire traveling through my body as I burned up like a ham in the oven.

Surprised to say interesting dream.

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Re: Strange Dream.

Sounds quite vivid, had a similar dream where a nuke was dropped on sydney and somehow I survived by being on the outskirts. Then I remember thinking oh fuck I should be careful what I wish for, but then the city was still packed full of people and I was disappointed that they weren't wiped out. It felt kind of real
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Re: Strange Dream.

Lol Psycho I would be a little disappointed myself(showing your edge now psycho).

I tell ya dreams seem to be alot worse when you actually know what it would feel like(read and seen damage that an atomic bomb could do). I always feel the pain in my dreams when I know what it would feel like but when I wouldn't know and I get hurt and never feel anything.

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