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Poem/song I wrote about school, depression and other shit
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Poem/song I wrote about school, depression and other shit

I was feeling really depressed last night so I picked up my tablet and wrote this in a writing app. I have to return to school tommorow(god rest my soul) and I've been feeling really depressed. A lot of issues I have are highlighted in this, so yeah, I guess. It's shit, I know, but writing these helps me so I thought I'd share it. And obviously some things, like the orgy, are blown out of proportion.


This goes out to everyone like me, the kid with the dream who never had Plan B,


See, my mother treated me like a puppy, my teacher copied her so whenever I copied she beat me because she didn't like it.
I said I didn't like her, but she wanted everyone to be like her, and she played a power fantasy so she imposed her will on us.
I said "fuck it" and caused a fuss, everyone with a shred of liberty applaused, it was a special moment for us,
Thus we resisted society but Big Brother wont surcease until Bubba increases the creases and sizes of our assholes,
I've seen rises and sunsets, all systamtic like our social roles, the Man wont rest until what He wants He gets,
Makes us all dread him; we fed him when he slapped us and we mend him -- we followed along, we're slaves
Resisting raves in accordance with bullshit law and scripture,
Sisters and brothers honering God's and judges wishes, fit in, get the picture?

Visionaries create greatness, but we seem to lack them as of lateness,
Men and women who stood up to the system, don't we just fucking miss them,
Rules are for following along like robots, they block originality like blood clots
If you have dreams, be visionaries, fuck the system and fight for your ambitions like missionaries

It's from tatoos to sniffing glues, listening to sad blues while wearing spiked shoes,
My English teacher told me I can't have an amputee transvestite orgy in my story,
Sorry, bitch, it's my world, I can diss the Lord and will do it all of my own acccord.
Searching for my sword, and seeking my sewing machine for when my tires screech up to that shit-eating English teacher's bungalow,
That flase fucking preacher, I will make shorter work of her than a midgit buffalow with juicy steak juice,
The beast has been let loose, I'm a mad fucking goose, lock me up
If I have to be imprisoned in school once more, I'll tie myself a fucking noose.
If school will make another ambition perish once more, I'll die and set myself loose.

Last night I had a dream where my doctor gave me a cancer diagnosis,
I was happier than Moses when God rewarded him with a bouquet of roses,
Then I was at a crossroad between a happy and dark path, chose the latter, thinking: where ever this road goes is better than than life's whole show is.
I don't want happiness no more, hope just makes you soar and the higher Icarus flies the worse hos bump will be when his ass crashes.
I ordered stashes and stashes of oxy and meth, my homocidal lawyer is my medical proxy if the oxy fails,
I just hope after death calm winds will sway my sails.


Special shoutout to a great movie that always makes me feel free and hopeful: One Who Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Sad, but inspiring.
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quintuple(5) post,Smh.

their pee should hv been shot out like a ki blast breaking the rocks

oh and also No one has any rights. We're free, rights create invisible restrictions. But we live in a society where the majority accepts rights to be true.
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RE: Poem/song I wrote about school, depression and other shit

I dont know why

I only made one post, dude, but five appeared.

Can someone delete the rest, please?

I hope Im not breaking any rules, like spam or something. I only meant to make one post and I don't think I can delete the rest.

"Then it was straight to the 40 ouncers/ slapping teachers and jacking off in front of my counselors." As the World Turns - Eminem.

"A man is a success if gets up in the morning and gets to bed at night, and in between does whatever he does what he wants to do." - Bob Dylan.

"A good artist should be isolated. If he isn't isolated, something is wrong." - Orson Welles.

"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange eons, even death may die." - H.P. Lovecraft.

"I became insane, with long intervals of painful sanity." Edgar Allan Poe.
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Nah it happens sometimes.

Actual users rarely get banned on here tbh

Though I'm certain that users can delete threads on their own, no?

RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME

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Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it

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RE: Poem/song I wrote about school, depression and other shit

When I tried to delete it, I got linked to a page saying I'm not authorized to do so. It gave me 4 reasons, one of them was something about getting my account verified and it provdided a link, but it turned out the account was just fine. Anyway, glad the problem is fixed. Thanks!

"Then it was straight to the 40 ouncers/ slapping teachers and jacking off in front of my counselors." As the World Turns - Eminem.

"A man is a success if gets up in the morning and gets to bed at night, and in between does whatever he does what he wants to do." - Bob Dylan.

"A good artist should be isolated. If he isn't isolated, something is wrong." - Orson Welles.

"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange eons, even death may die." - H.P. Lovecraft.

"I became insane, with long intervals of painful sanity." Edgar Allan Poe.
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Yeah it seems the old system of adding users seems to be screwy for some reason, huh.

RIP GWEDIN
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RIP VONUNOV
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Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it

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Definitely is. Anyhow, It's 3am where I'm at so I'll hit the hay and hope for the best tommorow. Fuck the system, man, I just so goddamn hate it and the fact that all I can do is twidle my thumbs and finger my asshole while the system fucks me up there, is the worst -- that feeling of disempowerment. Wish me luck, man, and thanks for taking care of a site like this. Nobel worthy. Peace,

--Jake

"Then it was straight to the 40 ouncers/ slapping teachers and jacking off in front of my counselors." As the World Turns - Eminem.

"A man is a success if gets up in the morning and gets to bed at night, and in between does whatever he does what he wants to do." - Bob Dylan.

"A good artist should be isolated. If he isn't isolated, something is wrong." - Orson Welles.

"That is not dead which can eternal lie, and with strange eons, even death may die." - H.P. Lovecraft.

"I became insane, with long intervals of painful sanity." Edgar Allan Poe.
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The Flame of School Survival shall continue to burn, no matter how dim it may be.

RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME

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Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it

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