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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

It feels like my brain is slowly being peeled apart by the world around me, and it's 100% subliminal. I really need some advice on what this condition is. It's sort of like the x-ray vision scene in Man of Steel except on a human level. Goingcrazy

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RE: I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

I'm being dragged through a gate into this vortex of awareness. This happens to me occasionally, and I don't even slur my words while it happens. It's too much and it hurts! My brain is literally in an open hell of infinity. Can anyone relate? It's like I'm a newborn and I'm still trying to process everything.

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RE: I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

Is anyone on?

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Some of us dont come on till like later.

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(06-14-2013 08:02 AM)Potato Wrote:  watch the fuq out, we've got an "intellectual" over here.

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

You might want to read this -
http://forums.school-survival.net/showth...?tid=31184

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RE: I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

(03-14-2016 08:15 AM)Hansgrohe Wrote:  You might want to read this -
http://forums.school-survival.net/showth...?tid=31184




My experience wasn't emotional at all, it was like every bit of information that the world had to offer was being shoved through my head at once. I think it happens when my blood sugar is low, like when I wake up from a power nap. I don't have diabetes.

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

Have you told your parents about it? It seems worth getting evaluated.

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

Nah. IMO its probably one of those weird hyperactive half-asleep half-awake states where the brain feels like its on full rev but you're conscious during it and things get all weird and trippy. I get it sometimes when I'm really tired or when I'm about to enter REM and something stimulates me enough to kickstart me into consciousness but the whole REM thing can't be stopped and the information is getting all weirdly processed.

It's both entertaining and disconcerting.

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(06-14-2013 08:02 AM)Potato Wrote:  watch the fuq out, we've got an "intellectual" over here.

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

It seems being sleepy seems to trigger all my deep political beliefs. I rant and rave and carry on...

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

I don't feel like my brain is being peeled though. It feels more like My mind is expanding beyond the fabrics of our reality and witnessing the flow of space and time. I call it hypnagogic tripping.

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(06-14-2013 08:02 AM)Potato Wrote:  watch the fuq out, we've got an "intellectual" over here.

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I'm half asleep and my brain is being assaulted by a fuckload of information

Plz its an epic sensation of surrealism and metaphysics. Though I guess it changes person to person the same way people taking psychoactive drugs probably won't have the same experience.

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