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To everyone who joined these forums at some point, and got discouraged by the negativity and left after a while (or even got literally scared off): I'm sorry.

I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.

I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.

I can handle quite a lot of negativity and even abuse now, but that isn't the point. I want to help people. I want to help the people who need it the most, and I want to help people like the 1996 version of me.

I'm still figuring out the best way to do that, but as it is now, these forums are doing more harm than good, and I can't keep running them.

Thank you to the few people who have tried to understand my point of view so far. I really, really appreciate you guys. You are beautiful people.

Everyone else: If after everything I've said so far, you still don't understand my motivations, I think it's unlikely that you will. We're just too different. Maybe someday in the future it might make sense, but until then, there's no point in arguing about it. I don't have the time or the energy for arguing anymore. I will focus my time and energy on people who support me, and those who need help.


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Rainbow Hi! I'm new around here...

Hi everyone :D I am an almost-14-yr-old living in Southern NY. I have no motivation to go to school at all. I get up in the morning angry and I don't stop being angry until about 2 AM when I get to go on the Internet and fool around.
I liked school until about 4th grade. That's when the homework picked up and the Common Core :grindteeth: made its way into my life. :fu: ANYWAY: I still didn't have too much of a problem until 7th grade. The freaking CC had taken complete control of the curriculum. We had to write chapter summaries of a stupid book and analyze each sentence until it made no sense. As an overanalytical person, English became hell for me.
By then, I had realized that everyone around me was a crazy, brainwashed conformist. Everyone. Even my best friend. So I fell back on my only friend who wasn't. She was pretty much the only one I talked to. We would sit together at lunch and talk nonchalantly about how we wished we could die before our next classes. I was diagnosed with severe depression but my parents refused to remove me from school. The depression got so bad that I didn't trust myself to be alone in the kitchen with all the knives.
Finally, in January, my parents allowed me to switch schools. I was going to a private school. At first I loved it. But then I realized that the money my parents were paying for "personalized learning" was only funding loads of homework. Meanwhile, dancing replaced the healing that the therapy wasn't giving me. I don't think a lot of people can say this, but dancing literally kept me alive.
My therapist has recently pointed out that when I'm on winter/spring/summer break or when it's a weekend, my depression and anxiety are pretty much gone. But when she sees me on weekdays, they magically reappear. Hmm. :jawdrop: REALLY? :sarcasticclap: I wonder why!
School is pretty much a prison. Whenever I'm there I want to EXPLODE! :thunder: But of course when I try to say anything, I get yelled at, so I keep my mouth shut. :tapedshut: Schoolwork and homework are unpaid labor. Students are forced slaves. So yeah. And when people say "You know, kids in Africa don't get educations. They would kill for yours!" I just want to SCREAM FOR HOURS AND HOURS AND HOURS! :upset::twisted::ranting::tripleevil::mad::evil::fu::grindteeth::brickwall::cens​ored: so yeah.
Sorry that you had to read all that. :hiding: but now you know a little bit more about me! :grouphug:
03-24-2015 05:58 AM
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