My new dream log
February 7, 2015
I'm starting a new dream log because the old one is filled with old ones that I may read again and have a laugh at (or share some major psych concern), but aren't really me, for many, many reasons; some obvious, some subtle. Let's get it on.
From what I can remember, I was, for some reason, stuck in this poor African village. The population was mostly made up of poor African villagers, but for some reason a few animals from the Madagascar series (specifically the Penguins and the Lemurs) were present with the villagers (I don't know which part of Africa this took place, it may have been in Southeastern Africa although it may have been in the Ivory Coast or Sierra Leone). The villagers said some random things that I don't remember, some useful advice, while others making little sense. They all seemed to go on about their personal problems, such as with poverty or the government, as well. Funny enough though, there was this room that was real, real nice; it was incredibly luxurious compared to the rest of the village. It had this incredibly realistic video game driving simulator in which I was driving this luxury car throughout various highways. I think I remember taking a drive from Nairobi to Gaborone. The highway was surrounded by desert (although it was two lane like an interstate, and rather busy for such an area), and I think I'd remembered reaching my destination (Gaborone), and attempting to take an exit, and I remember not having full control of the car. It felt so real that I quit the game, only to get out of the room and return ot the village. It was a shifting dream, by the way.
As I mentioned, it was a shifting dream; so I occasionally would shift from the African village to an entirely different situation, which involved my family being in my old 2-room apartment, and moving back in. We moved back in because my brother had finally moved out, and was no longer living with us. I remember being so happy with the situation, it probably took place a year into the future or so. I don't remember this one too much (although I overheard my mom discussing other places we were thinking of moving to), but it stuck with me anyway.
INTERPRETATION(S): The first one is pretty darn interesting. Perhaps it was a way for my psyche to complain about personal issues I have with society (specifically being autistic and feeling deprived because of having it), but the second part of it was really, really, interesting. I think driving in the highway represents wanting to be free from school, and also wanting to be a much more independent person than I already am. Perhaps crashing the car represents a hidden anxiety I have with life; being scared to make risky decisions.
The second one is more or less the latter part of the first interpretation. Perhaps wanting to be away from family members and having my own place as well, so it ties in with the independence.
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
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