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WARNING:This poem contains graphic and suggestive lyrics. It may be controversial or provocative. Don't say I didn't warn you.
Well, this is the sort of some kind of project I want to do. I've always wanted to create a rap album, and in a way, I can. I want to release Hanspacalypse, a number of politically-minded and influenced poems which deal with the modern-day treatment of people with mental differences, the current state of the education system, school popularity, special education, the state of mental health, and a variety of other issues.
My first poem is influenced heavily (although does not follow the same pattern) by 2Pac's "I Don't Give a Fuck", off his 2Pacalypse album back in 1991. The entire song was meant to be a vent about the treatment of African Americans, and I thought to myself, "there are a lot of parallels to the treatment of blacks and other racial minorities compared to people with mental differences". I want to one day start a widespread movement of people with mental differences making poetry, music, etc about standing up about their rights, and what they think of the state of the mental health system, etc.
I Just Don't Give a Fuck
by Hansgrohe
Hidden stuff:
[Verse 1]
Just got out da daily slammer, they just did it
They just overcooked da beef, and gave me a fit
Had ma' giant meltdown, and trying to put me on death row
I see no progress, all I see is aspies and schizos dying fast
Read all about the suicide, then watch the hearse pass
The teachers all threat us like we're manatees
They bring in da police cause they think we'll go Voorhees
Don't understand why they wanna find a cure
Final Solution, but before they'll make us their hoes
I got a good grade to show my improvement
I got more respect from tha mothafuckin' dopeman
Ya gotta look out, keep your eyes on the books
Meanwhile, they'll pimp out the leader hoes who probably do drukqs
The LAPD can go suck ma' fat schizo dick
Dorner did em in, gotta think that cop's just a prick
THey're more sick than the Columbine killas
They don't realize I'll be with the hundred dolla billas
How much shit can an aspie take?
Yell and call out enemies, now they wanna take me to Pelican Bay?
The counselors think I'm some kind of robot
Ma' cognitive skills make me superior to the popular hoe
Those bullies think they'll always kick our asses
Never seen a motherfuckin' ghetto aspie, they'll laugh but I blast they asses
They'll air commercials, make us look like we came out of Resident Evil
They'll never show our struggles, not till they see our upheaval
One day we'll burn this bitch down
Till the, don't become their clown
I don't want to be explained by a neurotypical
They never notice their shit is hypocritical
They don't give a fuck about us, wanna see us all gone
Till the autistic Brown, I don't give a fuck
[Verse 2, sung by someone else]
It ain't just the aspies, but the gang in the school colors
They the one's with low grades but they never get targeted
I hear they talk shit bout aspies, but they brains is shitty
Sell em meth, but threat em like they kitties
So me and that popular girl is just 2 aspies
A struggle-bearing aspie and a bored whiny texting aspie
I'll blast 'er in the head, stop her future and redeem her past
Smash her head in before I snatch anything I might like
We'll take the school by coup, make this our hood and our city
Cause an aspie like me don't really give a fuck
[Verse 3]
Got a note from the counselor's office, want me in speech
They act like they never seen an aspie talk without a scratch
Don't understand why they don't catch the other idiots in the bunch
Fuck special ed, I just wanted to enjoy my lunch!
It's their way to keep us in chains
They'll tell me I'm some kind of fiend but it's in vain
I wonder if they know my knowledge is higher than most teens
I'll be flying from signings in Manhattan, Brooklyn and Queens
Grab your signs and torches cause we'll expose them
We gotta fight for our rights, we'll do it like Selma
We've gotta stay strong, time for our liberty
Turner was no dumb negro, he threw his gat up for liberty
I don't want to be cured, I just want to live as I please
The education system is broken as a joke, herd us like sheep
We're all fucking bored
Cause most of this shit won't matter anymore
I'm the Matrix's greatest nightmare
My thinking is stronger than a Winchester
Your best friend wants me to be her boyfriend
But my homies, I'll always be there to defend
The English teacher wants to be spokesperson
The NSA better look out, cause we're only rehearin'
The haters lining up with they wack-ass slogans
I'll bust 'em up like Hulk Hogan
While all the basement rats typing
I'll get money stacks, strike like lightning
I'm still the aspie thug y'all love to hate
Even in the trade I'll never be fake
To all my mental brothers just stay strong
Till we win our rights, we'll sing our songs
They know we fed up, but they just don't give a fuck
They just don't give a fuck
[Outro]
I gotta give my fuck offs
Fuck you to the Individuals with Disabilities Education Act
Fuck you to the Individualized Educational Programs
Fuck you to the 4Chan boards
Fuck you to Autism Speaks
Fuck you to the D-M-O-S-K-I
Fuck you Gigi Jordan
Fuck you to all you basement-living prejudiced motherfuckers
That wanna fuck with me, fuck y'all!
Punk lonely sensitive little dick bastards
Hanspacalyse motherfuckin' now
Y'all can all kiss my ass and suck my dick!
And my Uncle Carl's Balls!
Fuck y'all
Punks
*echoes*
Hans i really want you to rap this and record it, written poems just don't convey the tone you're going for properly, lacks all the shit you get with vocals like pronunciation and such
(10-12-2014 05:17 AM)Sharpie Wrote: Hans i really want you to rap this and record it, written poems just don't convey the tone you're going for properly, lacks all the shit you get with vocals like pronunciation and such
This, and put some free, royalty-free tune in the background that fits, edit it with Sony Vegas or something more specific to sync it up, and upload it to Youtube/Soundcloud.
(This post was last modified: 10-12-2014 06:45 AM by Username.)
10-12-2014 06:45 AM
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(10-12-2014 05:17 AM)Sharpie Wrote: Hans i really want you to rap this and record it, written poems just don't convey the tone you're going for properly, lacks all the shit you get with vocals like pronunciation and such
I plan to do this eventually. Problem is I have no mic at this point.
(10-12-2014 05:17 AM)Sharpie Wrote: Hans i really want you to rap this and record it, written poems just don't convey the tone you're going for properly, lacks all the shit you get with vocals like pronunciation and such
I plan to do this eventually. Problem is I have no mic at this point.
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Still though, it sounds like something I want to do probably when I get my Mic (probably in Christmas). I want to write more poetry so I have an idea what I'll be rapping.