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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?
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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

Fuck your opinion tho, I love taking drugs. Suck on this one, playa haters.
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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

No, you shouldn't... And I don't hate you. Hug

Will reply to your PM's tomorrow... off to bed now.

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no

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For anyone who remembers me going on an archive binge: Thank you all. I know I ended it being a drama queen, I don't really agree with the ideology anymore, and I'm really not the same person I was (I went through a neopagan phase!) but still this site was the first online community I was in. I graduated from school and turned 18. Time flies. KFC Nyan Cat, June 20, 2019.
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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

Yes?

Hello, traveler.

This is an ancient account I have not used in a long time. My views have changed much in the intervening months and years.

Nonetheless, I refuse to clean it up. Pretending that I've held my current views since the beginning of time is what we in the industry call a lie. Asking people to do so contributes to moralistic self-loathing. "See, those people have nothing damning! I do! I'm truly vile!"

Because you can never be a good person with a single blemish on the moral record, I thought that simply entertaining some thoughts made me irredeemable. Though I don't care for his writing style, William Faulkner presents a good counterexample. He went from being a typical Southern racist to supporting the civil rights movement. These days we'd yell at him for that, probably.

People are allowed to change their views.

Nevertheless, this period of my life has informed some of how I am today. In good ways and bad ways. To purge it would be to do a disservice to history. Perhaps it will not make anyone sympathetic, but it may help someone understand.

If, after reading all this, you still decide to use the post above as evidence that I am evil today, ask yourself if you have never disagreed with the moral code you now follow. In all likelihood you did, at some point. If some questions are verboten, and the answer is "how dare you ask that," don't expect your ideological opponents to ever change their minds.
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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

Literally the only time I would commit suicide is if I was being beat up to the point of serious injury and nobody gave a shit or if my parents sent me to troubled teen camp

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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

Hug Don't kill yourself, it is not the solution, I care about you
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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

No, but I would commit suicide if nobody helped me when I was brutally injured. Physically or mentally.

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Umm... I should probably stop drinking, because I don't remember posting this one. Welp, thanks for replying, guys and girls. :/
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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

(06-24-2014 10:10 PM)Ario Wrote:  
(06-24-2014 10:04 PM)LedoS Wrote:  Umm... I should probably stop drinking, because I don't remember posting this one. Welp, thanks for replying, guys and girls. :/

Alcohol is wonderful until you start thinking about suicide and screaming at people that are not there, and instead of being a fun way to not think about your shitty life it becomes a mental prison.

I feel like I'm the only depressed individual who has never drink or smoked anything, which is really surprising to me, but if my current mental state keeps it up at this rate, I fear I might be heading towards some kind of substance abuse.

Then again, I'm probably already killing myself from everything I eat.

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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

No. In fact, I think that's a great reason not to commit suicide. They hate you? That's fine. So if you stay around, they hate you, they still have to deal with you, and you get the last laugh, so there.
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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

I once tried to kill myself, but once I shove all of the matchsticks down my throat, I vomited out everything and failed to choke myself to death. Then I had to stay in a hospital for a couple of days.
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Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

No, never ever hurt yourself because of other people. I am still trying to learn that myself and it's hard but no one else matters. You gotta do you and remember that you are too important to kill yourself. I've tried a few times to end myself but I always regret it. It's not worth it. I don't hate you and I am sure no one does. <3

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RE: Everyone hates me, should I commit suicide?

If everyone hates you, fuck everyone. Finding something to distract yourself with should make it less painful to exist.
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