Life of an Attention Whore

[James Comey]

shiitttt

gwedin moving up places

[Gwedin]

could say the same about you mr intern

fingers are dry and cracked and shit. can't wait to get out of this job. also i'm pretty sure my hairline is receding. i blame anxiety.

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also shit genetics ofc

[Gwedin]

aesthetics in politics is the worst thing ever

[Gwedin]

im not a communist but landlords should be executed

[James Comey]

landlords are fags

[brainiac3397]

found the commie

[James Comey]

WE'RE ALL COMMUNISTS

LONG LIVE TITO

[Gwedin]

cult of personalities are dumb but oh so enjoyable

i mean praise tito etc etc

[Gwedin]

friday morning. i've had cleanup after work every day this week and will have it today apparently too so i'm quite ready to end the working week. utterly exhausted and i have a buggered right hand which has made certain jobs on my rotation unbearable. also back pain rears its ugly head on one certain station. at least i'll have a really fucking fat paycheck on payday.

let's get this day over with

[James Comey]

payday snack bars

[brainiac3397]

YEEEUUSSS

Peanuts. Peanuts EVERYWHERE!

[Gwedin]

the only junk food i eat is a box of four ice creams at the end of the week to celebrate getting through the week and coffee, if you could count that

[James Comey]

shit you eat healthy?

[Gwedin]

kinda..? i'm not totally sure tbh.

i have eggs on toast and a coffee for breakfast, two bananas for morning smoko, four ham or chicken sandwhiches with wheatmeal bread and an apple for lunch, when i get home i stuff my face with unsalted peanuts and have another coffee. for dinner it's lately boiled carrots and potato with three sausages.

[James Comey]

relatively healthy

[Gwedin]

i spend the working week looking forward to a break from working in the weekend but find during the weekend i wish i was working because i spend it so unproductively

i should spend more of it reading. i'll go do that i think.

[James Comey]

buy moar bookz

[Gwedin]

i did bro

i have "on anarchy" and that le make friends book we both like waiting at home for me. i also ordered a book on the french revolution a few days ago.

on that subject, i'm becoming a massive franceboo. i mean i already liked france but gosh i think it's surpassing my chinabooism!

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no wait it's called on anarchism

whatever it's by that jew cunt chumpsky or whatever

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i don't even want friends why did i order that le friends book

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oh also i bought like an entire kitchen's worth of utensils the other day cuz im sick of the chinese taking the COMMUNAL FUCKING UTENSILS up to their fucking rooms and not putting them back until fucking morning

so fuck everyone else here with their shared poverty utensils i got my own flash shit

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unlike buying books, i don't feel guilty about buying the utensils cuz im gonna need them for the house in the kinda near future anyway

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also i think i've been put on permanent cleanup :|

yay money... but fuck all free time after work also tiring work

oh well only two months of work left anyway

[James Comey]

use that book to debunk the man's and porn dove's faggy anarchy claims

[Gwedin]

"expand my worldview" or some shit like that

i'm going into it very very critical of the ideology

[James Comey]

I should buy books on atheism then.

I'm not even religious but I fucking despise atheism. I think likely because a lot of atheists are similar to the man in that they just repeat "hurr durr your gawd doesn't exist and religion iz stoopid fiction" ad infinitum.

Plus, I find it ironic. How is it "free thinking" when you literally reject all religion and label it as "bullshit" without even bother understanding it? Criticizing is fine but the typical argument isn't even critical, it's just the same ad infinitum crap repeated over again.

[Gwedin]

irreligion is the patrician's path or something

just completely ignore the topic of religion entirely

im farting really bad cuz i ate a can of baked beans for lunch hurray

[Gwedin]

i'm trying not to take work so seriously by telling myself the phrase "work to live, don't live to work" every day

i need to chill out and stop taking many things so seriously, my anxiety might thank me for it

on the topic of work i don't know what i truly want to do for a career. this electrician thing might be temporary. might not, maybe i'll like it and stick to it. but if i don't like it i have no intention of forcing myself to like it and "keep at it" or whatever. i want to raise a family, how can i raise a family if i am unhappy? that'd be one fucked up family! career changes are a definite option for me though i guess is the point of all this.

i'm not staying at this fucking factory though. fuck it's dreadfully mindnumbing. this is the shit school prepares yo for? factory model schooling wasn't it? i mean i guess i can see how it does so. no person that had not gone through the schooling system would be able to tolerate this shite.

it's baffling there are people that have worked there for decades. i'm gonna be leaving after like half a year lel. i won't regret leaving i think. unless i'm struggling for money somehow. we will see.

[Username]

how is it... living in such uncertainty?

[Gwedin]

it was dreadful and still sucks cock but i think i'm slowly getting used to it somehow

[Gwedin]

bring me the horizon are actually good btw

[Username]

No they fucking aren't.

[Gwedin]

one day you will reach enlightenment

in the meantime i pray for you.

[Gwedin]

i've been exhausted all my life how do i stop being exhausted

[the Analogist]

go play outside. tell me how it goes, im gonna hang out in here and play Zelda