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A vent-type thingy from Christian Hellhound
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A vent-type thingy from Christian Hellhound

I'll be honest here, I don't want that much from life. I don't ever want to get married and start a family, because I dislike people and having a family would only infringe on my need for solitude. When I say I enjoy being alone, I mean I REALLY enjoy being alone. I'm actually alone right now, and loving it. When I'm by myself I can daydream, create, and recharge. I actually want to work for myself when I get older too. Last year I started creating a fictional world so I would have somewhere to channel the products of my huge imagination, and not a single day goes by where I'm not thinking of stuff to add to it. Plus, I can devote more time to God than if I had friends and was always going places and being busy. (Ya, I'm religious so fuck me right?)

But this doesn't mean I totally despise going out and having social interaction, I go to the occasional anime con and attempt to make a friend or two there. Anime cons are where I get my social interaction and have fun when I want to, but that's basically it, y'know. But for a long time now, I've longed to have one perfect friend. Just one. One. Uno. Ichi. I don't need more than that. I said on another thread of mine that I have an imaginary best friend who's basically my view of the perfect friend, named Dacoda. Someone like him, unfortunately, is far too good to ever be true.

After the 6th grade I had not a single friend. My best friend started acting like every other person in the school, so I quit talking to her. I didn't even tell her I was no longer her friend (she wasn't the same person I used to know anymore), I just stopped talking to her to avoid a meaningless argument and so she could figure out herself why I wasn't saying anything to her at lunch or texting her. Now in the 8th grade, I still have no friends, unless you count my dog. But I barely have a problem with it, because more friends = more problems. So I try very hard to not get close with anyone at my school, since they're all the goddamn same after all. All I want to do is finish this school year and enjoy a nice summer working on my fictional world with the help of the couple friends I've made on a different forum.


Yeah...hope I made sense.

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(02-10-2014 08:39 AM)Christian Hellhound Wrote:  (Ya, I'm religious so fuck me right?)

I don't think many of us hate religious people that much. Razz

I have more friends on the internet than I do in real life and the friends I do have in real life are pretty shitty. Which is funny because after I leave school I can guarantee that I'll never be in contact with them. The same can't be said for da trusty intaweb fwends. Smile

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Friends only come naturally due to some kind of mutual connection or interest, and if you TRY too hard, nobody wants to be your friend.

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Christian hellbound you and I have much in common.
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this is what's so annoying about some media/movies
-the loner make a bunch a friends
-religious people are idiots(this thing annoys me and i'm atheist)
-the single person gets a girl/boyfriend
-kid with bad grades tries harder and gets good grades and makes school look really good
-teenage girls calls talk on phone all day
-teenage boy are reckless and dumb

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(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  this is what's so annoying about some media/movies
-the loner make a bunch a friends
-religious people are idiots(this thing annoys me and i'm atheist)
-the single person gets a girl/boyfriend
-kid with bad grades tries harder and gets good grades and makes school look really good
-teenage girls calls talk on phone all day
-teenage boy are reckless and dumb

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(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -the loner make a bunch a friends
Pahahaha

(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -religious people are idiots(this thing annoys me and i'm atheist)
So are a lot of athiests.

(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -the single person gets a girl/boyfriend
I fucking wish.

(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -kid with bad grades tries harder and gets good grades and makes school look really good
dontcare.jpg

(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -teenage girls calls talk on phone all day
Break their phones.

(02-13-2014 01:25 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  -teenage boy are reckless and dumb
So are adults.

The purpose behind this? I honestly don't know. You were referring to generic movies and I... I don't even know. >.< Ignore me fdhgsgjhfjkhgfd
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Yeah, we have a lot of generic movies like that in the US, Gwedin. Of course, the teenagers are offensively one-dimensional. The girls make stupid decisions while the boys are obsessed with sex and nothing else.

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I thought both males and females were obsessed with sex(otherwise why would the girls wear those "slutty" outfits?)

I just find it funny that it's more mimic then actual interest. Then again most American teens are imitators, from my own experiences.

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^An example how people fall to stereotype and act in that way. I've had that in my experience as well.

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The tough guys are pretty bad. They go around acting tough, from what they see from TV or Film, not realizing that reality doesn't usually end in long speeches by the villain. You try to pick a fight with the wrong person, and you'll have to suffer the consequences.

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Yeah. And I'd imagine a lot of those tough guys will spiral into a bad depression later and now know how to deal with it. That's actually pretty sad.

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Funnier when they do it from inside a car.

"Hey look at me I'm tough guy. Yo mama is fat and sux ma bawls!"
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