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Nights of 12/12/13 and 12/13/13
I had this strange dream that I was 20 years old and had moved out and for some reason I was browsing my history teacher's Instagram. She posted photos about her trips around the US and the world. I think I was laughing my ass off and was trying to post troll pictures. However, my stupid fucking fire alarm which has done nothing but beep over the past few days (need to get a new battery) interrupted it. I hate that shit.

After waiting for an hour to go back to sleep, I finally did just that, and the dream I got was even stranger. First, I had a dream that my computer got infected by a really strange virus (don't you just hate those dreams?), and it was so real when I woke up for a brief moment I thought I was clutching my laptop. Then, in another dream, I think there was some sort of dark ghost or a ninja that was haunting my house and trying to destroy everybody. However, I realized it was a dream and had brief control of it (semi-lucid) and I imagined a picture of something that was sexually provocative. I think I had one of those weird thinkgasms in that dream.

The next night, I had 3 more terrifying dreams. The first one involved me visiting (as a visitor) a "prison" type of school. They weren't kidding around about this. All the students wore uniforms, the place really resembled a prison with barbed wires, but what got me though was that if you had detention, you'd be put in old rooms which the tour guide told me "it smells like sex and another god-awful smell" and that really freaked me the fuck out. I thought in the dream, "when I get back home, I'll talk about this all on School Survival!".

The next one was where I was moving an arrow around a global satellite map. It was a lot like Geo-Political Simulator (anyone ever played that game?), and I was controlling a country. In that game, a natural disaster may occur in a country. You can send funds to that said country. What was really creepy though was that if you zoomed in to the disaster (this is in my dream), I could see a lot of people dying because of said disaster and others in despair, extremely realistic. It terrified me.

The last one for the day involved, out of all the people, Ferris Bueller. He was commentating the dream, and a realistic TV news report was reporting a massive hazardous materials explosion near a high school. It was either caused by a trailer truck hitting an ambulance and that said ambulance hitting a part of the train, or that said ambulance hitting a factory with that stuff. Then, I was controlling Bueller's body, getting out of school at the end of the day, and my immediate instinct was to run away from the school as fast as possible before the accident was going to happen. I successfully did, and I saw the explosions from a distance. At the very end of the dream, I saw Bueller sitting on a chair with his legs on a table smoking a cigarette, and talked about how he survived.

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RE: Hansgrohe's Dream Log

Wow, that's quite a set of dreams. Kinda like various scenes from movies.

I've had dreams from time to time since I left school about being back in school, generally as some kind of visitor or just not as a typical student... but it's been a while since I had one of those.

Nothing much usually happens in them, though... nothing like all that.

Dreams, and analysis of dreams, are one of the points of focus on psychoanalytic/psychodynamic approaches to the psyche. Carl Jung studied and wrote quite a bit about dreams and fantasies, and their significance.

A lot of other approaches to the mind and brain discount them.

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I think that dream content does relate to experiences, memories, and one's mind in general... or at least it can, but it's interesting to think about the common themes across time and place as well. (I can think of a whole discussion and even mini-course about all that kind of thing.)

Any thoughts on what those dreams "mean" or where they came from?

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If I had to specify where my dreams come from, I'll say from various experiences. For one, I'm not fond of my history teacher (the same one that said factory school modelling was OK because you had different people talking to you), so "getting revenge" (which is a natural emotion) seemingly played a role here. The "ghost in my house" may come from the occasional paranoia that I have that there is a ghost in my house. Sometimes I get really anxious over this stuff, so anxious I can barely move in my bed because I'm scared a ghost will attack me. The final one, the "Ferris Bueller hazardous" dream, may be a mix of two things: my feelings of escaping school and the constant fear that something will go wrong eventually.

On the Dream Log (Night of 12/14/13)
I had a dream I was in this dark room, similar to a labyrinth. I think I was by myself and there were some furnishings similar to my living room. There was a football game on TV, and for the sake of it we'll call each team Team A and Team B. The game was tied at 19, and Team A was able to drive down the field and win the game by a field goal (final minutes of the 4th quarter).

The second dream involved an extremely realistic version of Grand Theft Auto. I'm not sure whether I was myself or I might have been a different character, because when I went to the pause screen (I've occasionally had dreams where I can go to a pause screen, and even load a new game save) my character's name was "Josh King". I think I stole a Ferrari and was racing around the city before the cops started chasing me and I distinctly remember going to a highway before I ended up in a parking lot. The dream ended there.

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RE: Hansgrohe's Dream Log

I've had extended dreams that involved playing video games, or even composing walls of text, during times when I've spent a lot of time either playing games or composing walls of text.

So obviously, some of dream content comes from real life and memories.

It also seems to serve some kind of integrating function, too. But there are also universal themes like fear, escape, threads, emotions, scenarios and all that.

A lot of times, I don't have many dreams... I certainly don't wake up remembering them on most days.

Do you dream most or every night like this, so vividly?

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I'd say 80 to 90 percent of the time I have a strong vivid dream. Most of the times I do remember them but sometimes I don't.

Believe it or not, I actually once had a dream which was interrupted because someone had called my cellphone in the middle of the night. I was extremely sleepy and I did answer the phone but hung up a few seconds later and went back to sleep. During that time, I could still hear the voices from my dream ongoing. I might have been able to see the dream while walking in real life as well. I don't think sleep walking is the accurate term for that, since I was woken up.

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Finally, after not being able to remember my dream over the past few nights, I was able to clearly remember my dreams last night.

Night of 12/19/13

In dream 1, I was in school. I was just doing normal school stuff (bleh), before suddenly I lost my shirt. I don't know why I lost my shirt. These dreams keep re-occurring over the past few years, I lose my shirt or pants while I'm in school, or I might be in only my underwear or in my birthday suit while I'm at school. So, I was basically going to my classes, shirtless. By lunch time, I kept pestering everyone if they had a shirt (it was a windy day in my dream, I felt cold) I could borrow. Eventually, I asked a girl sitting on a table, and she actually had the shirt that I lost. Eventually, I decided to just run out of the school and escape, probably because I couldn't take being in that place even in my mind, or I was just too embarrassed.

The 2nd one involved me being a protagonist in a sandbox game. I was a gang leader and I was starting gang wars, kinda like GTA: San Andreas or Saint's Row. I remember going around and shooting opposing gang members. There were no match for me because their puny technology couldn't stop my advanced weaponry. The city was dystopian. The sky was a very dark red and there were red clouds, it was nighttime. I think I was then driving a red sports car to some safehouse, I think it was to complete a mission. This dream had a pause menu with weapon selection, map, etc, like a lot of my "GTA-style" dreams.

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Night of 12/21/13

Man, what a hell of a night.

I was in my living room. I was watching the NFL and I decided to check NFL scores on my iPod. I noticed some scores (and records) seemed rather strange, so this might have actually taken place in the future. I pinched myself because I didn't believe it was real, but I didn't awake. For a moment, I really thought I was suddenly sent to an alternate reality. In that dream, I actually used Google to verify the results, records, and standings, and Google did, so I thought I was transported to another universe. I think 2 of my friends were talking about the NFL draft and big prospects who were going to come out. Strange.

The second one involved my birthday, for a particular reason. My house (though it slightly had a Spongebob theme) had a LOT of cake. It's said that it's really rare to eat in dreams, well I just accomplished that. It tasted like what you'd expect out of chocolate cake. Later in that dream, I was checking my calendar and it was August (my birthday is in August). I was getting anxious that my summer vacation was soon coming to an end and that I had to go to school eventually. Once again, I did a reality check and leaned against a wall. Unlike most dreams where the walls are solid, this wall really was solid, so I didn't fall through. My mind really was able to trick me into thinking I was transported to some alternate reality.

The third one involved me being in my graphic arts teacher's room. She was doing a lecture and I think I got bored. As punishment, I was sent to a dark room. The room was really dark and there were actually a lot of doughnuts in there. I could remember eating doughnuts (once again, tasted like doughnuts) and then I fell asleep, and my dream went pitch black for some moments. My teacher then told me to wake up and it was the end of class, and I managed to sleep through all of class. She was also mad I ate all the doughnuts. I told her that I was extremely tired and hungry. I think my teacher said something like "I'm sorry, but no excuses!". The dream continued, but this time I was standing in front of my porch. At that point, I realized I was dreaming, and applied the technique of preventing dreams from destabilizing by rubbing my hands together. I did it and I started to control my dream, but I think it was a bit too late and I woke up anyway. During that time I felt control over my dream, it felt really empowering. You feel this kind of charge inside of you when you realize that you are vivid dreaming. It's extremely powerful. However, I am yet to accomplish a lucid dream which I have absolute control over, but I may be hinging closer to that.

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Haven't written in my log in quite some time, have I?

Night of 1/16/14

I was able to remember this dream, and it was quite a notable one. I had a dream I was running a dictatorship. An empire. And I was an Axis commander in World War III. I remember seeing a lot of people (some from my school) being sentenced to my gulags for "crimes against the state". I later then had a massive ceremony to celebrate my greatness, alongside with an allied foreign leader visiting.

My damn fire alarm woke me up again. I was trembling in fear actually, I was half-asleep. I felt as if I was still in that dream and enemy armies were attacking, and I was commanding my army.

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Night of 1/18/14

This one was fucking strange.

I had a dream that a massive earthquake was happening. I could feel the entire world shaking around me. I thought I was awake. It felt that real. I thought that a lot of people were going to die (but not me). I quickly took cover under the table, but after the shaking stopped (perhaps the strongest I've experienced in my life, actually), I noticed there was very little damage in the house. The TV was on and I remember there was a basketball game going on. The TV went off for a bit and the game was stopped because of the earthquake.

I eventually woke up and for a moment thought that a massive earthquake did happen. In fact, when I woke up, I looked up if there was any kind of noticeable earthquake. There wasn't. Perhaps this shaking was caused by my family coming home late that night, but I slept through it and my mind perceived it as super strong shaking.

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Night of 1/23/14

An interesting set of dreams. 3 of them, in fact.

The first dream I remember was..... me and my crush being alone together in this isolated forest in Idaho, away from conformist society. I remember our 2 selves being together and then laying down with each other, before the you know what. I must admit, it wasn't very vivid or lucid, but it definitely felt pretty surreal.

My second dream was stranger and far more vivid. I remember being on the Brooklyn Bridge all by myself at night time, and there was absolutely no traffic or any pedestrian flow. Literally, all by myself. I remember this dream took place at night, and I remember seeing the Manhattan skyline had completely blacked out. I saw all the buildings all blacked out. Then, I remember feeling an extremely strong shaking feeling, like an earthquake. It felt so real that I woke up and was scared.

My third dream was perhaps even stranger. This one was extremely vivid and lucid, and I remember thinking during this dream, and remember what I was doing. Apparently, my brother got arrested for karate kicking some person in Brooklyn, and my family was mad and ashamed at him. I just remember thinking and saying, "what the hell is my brother doing in Brooklyn?".

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I think the question you should have asked is why 2 dreams involve Brookyln, and 1 involves Idaho.

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I've always dreamed of living in a cabin in some forest in Idaho (though by myself). Actually, I've had this fantasy since kindergarten. Guess I like isolated forests.

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The first post: So I'm not the only person who dreams of computer viruses. One in particular that reoccurs to me is a virus that replaces my OS with a picture of an evil smiley, and text that says |||||SOLVE MY VIRUS|||||. It's one of the few dreams I've had that didn't obviously not happen or just depicted a normal school day.

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Ah, fuck it, might as well.

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Night of 2/10/14

Strange.... I know I was dreaming. I think I was in some kind of factory participating in some kind of game show. I don't remember this one too well, unusual considering I'm pretty good at remembering my dreams.

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Night of 2/15/14

I had 2 dreams

I had a dream that I was playing in an NBA basketball game.... and I'll be specific here. I was a bench player and I was playing a great game. I was hitting a lot of 3s and I was having a good game. I remember that I was myself but in a more muscular form. I think I scored something like 36 points. A very specific and oddly detailed dream.

Then the second dream I can barely remember. I was falling down through the sky all the way down. Anyone remember the mission in GTA V where Michael's son Jimmy gets Michael high and Michael is falling down through the city of Los Santos but everything is trippy? That's exactly how it felt. I was falling down and I could see the entire map. Actually, it was of an environment that I'm currently constructing. Extremely interesting. I was actually able to get to ground level and I was able to explore the environment, in yet another GTA-like dream. I think I explored a bit of the city and I remember being in this rural area with a lot of hills and some farms and a highway..... interesting.

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Night of 2/16/14

I'm trying to be more consistent on my dream log as well as re-calling the dreams more detailed. It's 7 in the morning where I live, so there's a reason I'm posting here.

FIRST DREAM:
The first dream involved me and a few other SS members were on a road trip to Los Angeles. Why? I think we ere all going to attend some kind of anti-schooling convention or we were holding up some kind of meet up, I don' know. I was travelling with 4 or 5 members in his red Chevy Suburban. I think I feel asleep during the dream and then I woke up (false awakening) and then I remember seeing a lot of suburbs with the sun rising and the sky being extremely blue and I think we were exiting a highway. I asked, "where are we?" and someone replied, "We're in the San Fernando Valley". I asked, "why?" and that person told me that "we were going to LA!".

I was confused as to why we were going to LA but I played along with it, because I always wanted to go to Los Angeles (haven't been there in 12 years). I believe eventually we got to the Hollywood area, and I remember walking around and fooling around a bit. I remember we all walked into this cafe and I think that was where the meeting was. I decided to roam a bit and I was talking to some customers. I don't remember those conversations. Unfortunately, it ended right there.

EDIT: I re-call an important part of the dream. In the middle of the dream, we stopped at this town in between LA and the Bay Area. We went to this strip mall and there was this restaurant we all decided to eat at. Apparently, there were these monsters or villains which I can't exactly re-call what they look like and apparently they challenged me to a dance competition. I turned on the karaoke and put "Echa pa'lla" by Pitbull and outdanced them. We left after that.

SECOND DREAM:
This one's a bit more soul-crushing,yet also confusing so bear with me here.

I think this dream started off as me taking some kind of standardized test. It was a confusing test and I vaguely remember some of the questions and answers. They were quite humorous and I just answered them. I think the classroom later erupted into a bunch of teachers fighting each other over whether the test made any sense. I think I was just confused as hell, and I didn't know what was going on.

Then, the dream shifted. What the hell? Well, for some reason, I was transported into Yankee Stadium, for no apparent reason, and I remember sitting seeing the field. I keep seeing a home run getting hit, and funny enough the stadiums keep changing into various ones in the MLB. Eventually the dream involving the Oakland Coliseum invoked a home run being hit, but when the ball went over the wall, it then all of a sudden was heading towards me, and by that time I caught it, perfectly. Everyone was applauding me, and I genuinely felt I was the best person there ever was. I was like, "damn, I'm the shit!".

Then, the dream shifted AGAIN. This was one strange ass dream. I think it now involved some guy and me drilling concrete. We were doing a documentary about underground people. However, these giant rats started coming out. I ran away but these giant rats tried to eat me. However, I used the power of lucid dreaming to destroy them (I've always had the ability to destroy enemies in dreams, whether it be by using powers of by simply going to the pause screen and use "Load Game"). i think at that point I got home. No, make it a place that looked a LOT like home, but was school at the same time.

I went to "my room" and I remember just sitting down and wondering, "what a fucking crazy day" and laughing a bit. There was a bag of Hollister clothing that was far too tight for me anyway, but that was directly given to me as a gift for some reason. I remember reading the card, "George, this is for being a great friend. ♥ Mia". Mia being some girl I knew from middle school but I honestly don't talk to her now. I was wondering why the fuck I got this and why the fuck did she think tight clothing was a good present for me.

I remember shifting back and forth between the bathroom and my room. I was going to take a shower and I was looking for my clothes. I kept running back and forth looking for clothes. Either forgetting a certain garment, having second thoughts about wearing that garment, and one time I even ran into some other kids room that looked a lot like mine's, just not exact. I remember looking out the window and I noticed the landscape looked a lot like my backyard, but not exact (for example, I could see hills). Some guy was watering his backyard lawn and the water got through the window, and I remember yelling at him, "douchebag!".

What I remember though perfectly though was that there was a classroom right in front of where I was walking back and forth. Guess who was in that class? The girl I have a crush on. I didn't have class for some reason (was that test the CHSPE? Laugh). The girl I have a crush on kept looking at me as I kept running back and forth (oh, just to clear this up, I was not naked in this dream). The rest of the class ignored me and was, you know, your normal high school class. However, the girl kept looking at me as I kept running back and forth. I noticed quickly, and I wondered if I kept running back and forth she'd still notice me or get annoyed. Eventually, as I kept running back and forth, and that girl kept looking at me, the final time where I said, "finally, now I can take that shower!" she just gets up from her seat and says, "Hey George, I have a picture of you!" on her phone. I remember seeing it and saying, "Aww..... thanks". We hugged for about 5 seconds and during those 5 seconds I really thought this was all real. Unfortunately for me, reality set in, and I woke up.

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(02-18-2014 01:44 AM)Hansgrohe Wrote:  We hugged for about 5 seconds and during those 5 seconds I really thought this was all real. Unfortunately for me, reality set in, and I woke up.

That is fucking depressing and I want to leave that "fucking" in there for emphasis.

I don't curse often, but... "fucking" ditto, man.

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Yeah, I was pretty sad when I woke up....

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(02-18-2014 01:44 AM)Hansgrohe Wrote:  Night of 2/16/14



FIRST DREAM:
The first dream involved me and a few other SS members were on a road trip to Los Angeles. Why? I think we ere all going to attend some kind of anti-schooling convention or we were holding up some kind of meet up, I don' know. I was travelling with 4 or 5 members in his red Chevy Suburban. I think I feel asleep during the dream and then I woke up (false awakening) and then I remember seeing a lot of suburbs with the sun rising and the sky being extremely blue and I think we were exiting a highway. I asked, "where are we?" and someone replied, "We're in the San Fernando Valley". I asked, "why?" and that person told me that "we were going to LA!".

I was confused as to why we were going to LA but I played along with it, because I always wanted to go to Los Angeles (haven't been there in 12 years). I believe eventually we got to the Hollywood area, and I remember walking around and fooling around a bit. I remember we all walked into this cafe and I think that was where the meeting was.

Was I there? If so what did I look like?

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Actually, yes, you might've been there, but I can't exactly remember what you looked like. I think I do remember Chanku, Night, and xcriteria being there as well. I think in the cafe I saw brainiac, Gwedin and DoA.

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Hansgrohe, you have so many vivid dreams... it's fascinating. I don't remember ever having regular dreams that were so vivid and recallable.

(02-17-2014 02:52 PM)crazyguy562 Wrote:  You should start a t.v. or book series.

Yeah, these dreams provide a lot of material that could be starting points for adaptation into stories.

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There's actually one specific dream I had a few years ago that I've been trying to translate into some kind of philosophical story and post it on here.

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(02-18-2014 04:21 AM)SubCulture Wrote:  Was God in your dream? Well, that wasn't God. That was me. People tend to get the two of us confused.

Another God complex stricken fool?!
I laid claim to that title first...and polytheism is banned!

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Nah, I can only vaguely remember you from my dream from that photo you posted.

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Night of 2/19/14

The second one is slightly creepy, but bear with me here.

First, I had another dream about school. I forgot, but all I remember were a bunch of students posting videos about them dancing to random music and I was planning on doing one myself. However, for some reason, I remember what might have been the police or some kind of security force at my school, for no explained reason. I remember they were trying to line us up, but I remember seeing a lot of kids running. I think there was some kind of school riot or rebellion. This one's a bit fuzzy, so I don't remember too much about it.

The second one is weird. It involved me and Gwedin and we were supposed to pick up Lollipopgirl (I'm not shitting you) from somewhere. It was this factory near this gas station. Apparently, Lollipopgirl wasn't there. We phoned Lollipopgirl and said she was across town instead (the airport?). Gwedin and I drove across town, and apparently the entire town was filled with crazy people on the streets. People were on the streets and acting as if they were on drugs. I was getting angry because we had to get to a destination, fast. Once again, this dream's a bit fuzzy, but that's the best I remember it.

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Night of 2/20/14
This was a fucking strange one. I swear, I was shedding a few tears because of this fucking dream. More like a nightmare.

I was kidnapped by these drug/human traffickers in some house in some unknown location, probably in a universe I created. I think me and these 2 other fellows (both men, probably fictional characters in my universe) were tied to rope in this closet but I was able to get myself free, find a pistol, and free my 2 men. We shot up pretty much all the traffickers inside the house before we went back to this kitchen to free 2 more men that were being held hostage that we had to free. The guy that was holding them hostage was wearing a ski-mask, but I decided to negotiate with him. He sounded familiar before he revealed his face: a good friend of mine in real life. I couldn't believe it. I said to him, "how could you let yourself go this low?" and we talked about our friendship. He started crying and couldn't believe it. I didn't shoot him. I remember waking up in fear thinking it was real and crying a bit, and being thankful it didn't happen. What a strange nightmare. Though this could be good plot material....

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