School fucking sucks rant and all around faggotry

[coffee]

RRRRRAAAAAAAAAAUUUUUUGHGGGGHHHHG
God damn school, it infuriates me with the heat of a thousand suns.

It's 9 am here and I DON'T WANT TO GO. I WANT TO STAY HOME AND SLEEP, I WANT TO WATCH AND READS THINGS, MAYBE EVEN LEARN SOMETHING FOR ONCE INSTEAD OF READING ABOUT BULLSHIT I DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT.
I don't care about ecosystems or different types of lakes! I don't care about poetry! The only thing I care about in school in the least bit is the consumer math, at least I can use that in daily life. Sure maybe I could use the information about the lakes and whatnot at some point in my life, but I don't want to learn about it right now! I can't use it to look for an actual job right now, and I wouldn't want to. I NEED A FUCKING JOB. I CAN'T WORK IF ALL MY TIME IS SPENT AT SCHOOL.
I don't even think I can finish most of the work, not that it's hard, but because it's just so boring and uninteresting.
I wish I could explain to people these things, but they would probably not care and nitpick the shit out of my argument because how could anyone not looove school? I mean you should because if you don't, you're a stupid lowlife loser who will work at mcdonanlds their whole life (or you'll be homeless). And only smart, successful people do good in school.
I'm sick of being told that I'll be dumb and work at mcdonalds if I don't.
I'm also tired of people saying I'm smart and they're surprised I don't get good grades and all that.
And my mom saying to just to the work if it's not hard, YEAH HOW ABOUT YOU DO BORING WORK FOR HOURS AND NOT GET A THING OUT OF IT. YOU GET PAID FOR THAT.
"Oh, but I have to look after you guys!"
HOW IS THAT MY FAULT?! MAYBE DON'T HAVE 4 KIDS NEXT TIME! You had a choice. That's your fault, we didn't choose to be born.
Maybe you should of been more careful if you couldn't afford to have FUCKING FOUR KIDS.

" I thought I would of been a good mother."
Sure, you clothed us, you fed us but that's not all you had to do. You should be able to care for us emotionally too. But you weren't. I remember you hitting my hand with a wooden spoon. I remember you yelling at us, swearing at us. Making me cry, yelling and swearing at me for crying. Getting drunk, being a mess when you were drunk.Having me take care of my younger siblings when you yelled at them, or got drunk. And pulling jaden's hair, don't even get me started on that. But to have the audacity to be soooo surprised and angry when we talk back at all. Or to act like none of these things happened.
WELL GOLLY GEE, WHY ARE YOU SO SHY? WHY CAN'T YOU MAKE FRIENDS? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST BE NORMAL?
ARE YOU DEPRESSED?
And I remember that time you tried to put the blame on bob, your boyfriend I barely remember at all.
"Did he touch you?"
Did he touch me.
DID HE TOUCH ME?!
YOU FUCKING BITCH.
And my older brother, ooooh man. I wonder why you're the "normal" one out of us all. It's not like you got mom in the first years, when she was excited to be a mom, she was patient and nice. You pretty much shove it in our faces how fucking perfect and normal you are. But I do have to admit, there's something not exactly right with you...
/family rant

Fuck, I'm tired. and I still have a whole day of school to go before I can do the things I actually want to do. I don't want to anymore.
I just can't...
I have to, so the stupid child and family services or whatever don't come a knockin'. We don't need that right now.
Sometimes I just want to not go anymore, makes me depressed and just have a bad taste in my mouth.
Just a year or so to go...

[SoulRiser]

Well... they can make you go, but they can't make you pay attention or do any of the work.

Would be kind of hilarious if you brought other books on subjects that actually interest you to class, and read those instead of paying attention. Then if they try to take it away, you can say they're trying to prevent you from learning in school. This would of course work better if you already do well in the class you try it in... but even if not, who cares. At least you'll be getting more important stuff done (if they don't steal it from you).

Types of lakes... Deep and shallow? Big and small? Muddy and rocky? Cold and warm? Those are the only kinds I know of.

[coffee]

(02-12-2013 02:16 AM)SoulRiser Wrote:  

Well... they can make you go, but they can't make you pay attention or do any of the work.

Would be kind of hilarious if you brought other books on subjects that actually interest you to class, and read those instead of paying attention. Then if they try to take it away, you can say they're trying to prevent you from learning in school. This would of course work better if you already do well in the class you try it in... but even if not, who cares. At least you'll be getting more important stuff done (if they don't steal it from you).

Types of lakes... Deep and shallow? Big and small? Muddy and rocky? Cold and warm? Those are the only kinds I know of.

That's exactly what I do, but recently they figured out what I was doing and basically told me to stop it.
And spot on about the lakes, but then add all of the science and my eyes start glazing over.

[SoulRiser]

So are you going to stop it or continue? I mean, it's not illegal.

[brainiac3397]

This rant brought the song "down with a sickness" to mind...

I'd go along with reading books in class without paying attention as well. What are they going to do? "Fire" you? Oh wait, that's right, students don't get paid!

Whenever my teacher took my book, I just brought another and another and another. Hell, I even read the text book for the class instead of paying attention(mostly my science and history books, and sometimes the English lit. book). You know, the books they give us to read?

Then you wait for them to shove pencil shavings in your mouth so you can sue them

[coffee]

(02-12-2013 06:15 AM)SoulRiser Wrote:  So are you going to stop it or continue? I mean, it's not illegal.

You mean the books, right?
Yeah, I still read in school, it's the only thing keeping me from stabbing myself with a pencil.

[coffee]

(02-12-2013 08:10 AM)brainiac3397 Wrote:  This rant brought the song "down with a sickness" to mind...

I'd go along with reading books in class without paying attention as well. What are they going to do? "Fire" you? Oh wait, that's right, students don't get paid!

Whenever my teacher took my book, I just brought another and another and another. Hell, I even read the text book for the class instead of paying attention(mostly my science and history books, and sometimes the English lit. book). You know, the books they give us to read?

Then you wait for them to shove pencil shavings in your mouth so you can sue them

Shove pencil shavings in my mouth? Wtf?
I usually bring my own books and I don't think they can take them from me, even if they could I don't think they would for me because I'm one of the less rowdy students. The school I go to isn't really a traditional school, it's a program, so most of the kids there are all 'gangsta' and whatever. I think I'm considered a 'good' student compared to my class mates.

[brainiac3397]

So you don't wear your pants on your thighs and speak proper English?