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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?
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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Thoughts like choking someone with their own hair, or carving twisted messages into their backs. Sucking them inside out with a vaccuum or swiming in their blood.

Or more discusting, jaming my tongue down their throat, stabbing them in the vagina, or tearing out their balls and slicing his penis.

Does anyone else think these things? Am I the only?

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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

I used to think up various weird torture methods for people who pissed me off at school, like frying them all in a giant frying pan. Not quite the same as yours... But still probably for similar reasons. (teachers with power issues, and bullies)

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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Never along those lines but yeah, all the time.

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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Or wearing black clothing, taking a giant scythe and pretending to be death and then slashing them, saying ''your time has come''...yea dude you're not the only one.
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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

There's two guys at my school who I hate and are accusing me of vandalism what was obviously done by kids in Year 8.

One of them hates everything, and the other is just an ass.

I sometimes imagine them being thrown into wood chippers or meat grinders.
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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Hey man, I'm as psycho (or sane) as you are. Sometimes I want to spill gasoline and kerosene on people, the slit their stomachs and let their wounds get infected. Then I take a bucket of rock salt and pour it inside letting it liquefy their insides.

Cool story, bro. Tell it again.
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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

I think everyone has those thoughts once in a while. Some more than others. It's the people who act on those thought though. Those are the ones you have to look out for ._.

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RE: Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

And those are the few and desperate minority.

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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Me too, it just means we have unique minds ^_^

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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Back in elementary school, teachers would get pissed of if we would talk.

I thought up a thought where the teachers rip out our vocal chords, slice them off, then slice our heads off.

Yep, you're not the only one.

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No,you're not.

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"CONSENSUAL incest is not wrong. (Abuse victims: being abused by a relative does not make it wrong for others to have consensual incest, any more than rape by a stranger makes all sex wrong. Sex and assault/molestation are two different things.) An aversion became common in humans that aided in population growth as one disease couldn't wipe out the human race. That's not a problem anymore.

Consensual incest is very common. You know people who have been involved, whether you know it or not.

There is no rational reason for keeping laws or taboos against consensual
incest that is consistently applied to other relationships. Personal disgust or religion is only a reason why one person would not want to personally engage in what I call consanguinamory, not why someone else shouldn't do it. An adult should be free to share love, sex, residence, and marriage with ANY consenting adults. Youthful experimentation between close relatives close in age is not uncommon, and there are more people than you'd think out there who are in lifelong healthy, happy relationships with a close relative. It isn't for everyone, but we're not all going to want to have each others' love lives, now are we? If someone thinks YOUR love life is disgusting, should you be thrown in prison?

Some people try to justify their prejudice against consanguineous sex and
marriage by being part-time eugenicists and saying that such relationships inevitably lead to “mutant” or “deformed” babies. This argument can be refuted on several fronts. 1. Some consanguineous relationships involve only people of the same gender. 2. Not all mixed-gender relationships birth biological children. 3. Most births to consanguineous parents do not produce children with significant birth defects or other genetic problems; while births to other parents do sometimes have birth defects. 4. We don’t prevent other people from marrying or deny them their reproductive rights based on increased odds of passing along a genetic problem or inherited disease. It is true that in general, children born to consanguineous parents have an increased chance of these problems than those born to nonconsanguineous parents, but the odds are still minimal. Unless someone is willing to deny reproductive rights and medical privacy to others and force everyone to take genetic tests and bar carriers and the congenitally disabled and women over 35 from having children, then equal protection principles prevent this from being a justification to bar this freedom of association and freedom to marry.

Some say "Your sibling should not be your lover." That is not a reason. It begs the question. Many people have many relationships that have more than one aspect. Some women say their sister is their best friend. Why can’t their sister be a wife, too?

Some say “There is a power differential.” This applies least of all to siblings or cousins who are close in age, but even where the power differential exists, it is not a justification for denying this freedom to sex or to marry. There is a power differential in just about any relationship, sometimes an enormous power differential. To question if consent is truly possible in these cases is insulting and demeaning.

Some say “There are so many people outside of your family." There are plenty of people within one’s own race, too, but that is no reason to ban interracial marriage. So, this isn't a good reason either. Let consenting adults love each other the way they want!"-Keith Pullman

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relatable

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Am I the only one who thinks these twisted thoughts?

Haha, I was going to post some stuff about intrusive thoughts, but that's not really the point anymore, check this shit out

I got a real "one of these things is not like the other" moment here.

https://www.intrusivethoughts.org/

Quote:Every 4 out of 5
people experience
intrusive thoughts...
(EVEN THOUGHTS ABOUT HARMING THEMSELVES AND THE PEOPLE THEY LOVE.)

Quote:But for 1 in 50
this fear becomes
much harder to
dismiss.
(SO THEY COMPULSIVELY TRY TO ERASE THIS FEAR.)

Quote:COULD I ACTUALLY KILL SOMEONE I LOVE?

Quote:WOULD I ACTUALLY HURT A CHILD?

Well this is escalating qui--

Quote:AM I GAY OR STRAIGHT?

ayy lmao
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