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Drugs are bad, mkay
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Drugs are bad, mkay

I've just came to a fucking realization.

Despite of all the anti drug propaganda, it actually gets people to take drugs. Might be a bit paranoid or something, these thoughts, but whatever.
See, there where many people at my old schools who where once bullied. Almost everyone who once was bullied now is smoking tobacco.
Well, ok, you might think, no big deal. Right.

Now, this I can only say for myself. I have never really been interested in drugs others than alcohol and tobacco...though I don't really smoke much, just a cigar from time to time. Drinking is a problem though, I've been away with friends for several hundreds of dollars, especially when we just had a test and where in a bad mood (we somehow drank more those nights).
Then, I've heard about Ritalin. I've heard about substances that influence the brain and somewhat overclock it. This is where I first got really interested into other drugs. I've looked into synthetics for a while now. Somehow, I got a testing rabbit (one who makes extremely good protocols as it seems). Why? I could say fuck you, that's why. But that would be wrong. You see, there is much pressure from everywhere - weak and mortal as I am, a drug helps me forget this for a while and helps me to endure everything. Now I've looked into natural substances that make high, which is funny, because so many can be used as drug and are legal. You only have to make extractions.
I am currently thinking about using some drugs for the tests / graduation tests. Cheating? Maybe. I don't give a fuck. If it helps, I will use it.
In the end, though far fetched, school got me near to drugs. The most valid reason is, that, for once I have to agree with pro schools arguments: I met my fucking contact in school.

Tl;dr, school can actually, though often advertising the opposite, cause drug "abuse" (although its a somewhat reasonable drug"abuse").

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RE: Drugs are bad, mkay

This honestly doesn't surprise me in the slightest. Personally, I don't have an interest in drugs. I won't say not to use them because it is your life, but do research on them first to be careful.
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RE: Drugs are bad, mkay

I always do research. Always read through wikipedia + reports from prior users.
That way I try to assure a minimum of damage to my body. However, since I started out with alcohol, it might be not in too good condition. Isn't too bad though either.

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Natural & legal substances? Such as?
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Ever heard of nutmeg? Yes, this might be dangerous. But it seems it isn't forbidden here...so it's an example, of, used in the right way, a drug.

Prepared in the right way, catnip can get very potent too.

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I avoid taking my Adderall whenever I can. I developed a Ritalin addiction in kindergarten.

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@The, "Who thinks of the kids? They need drugs too!"

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(05-03-2012 05:19 AM)aCol Wrote:  @The, "Who thinks of the kids? They need drugs too!"

That's where I come in

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Remembers me of something I said to my friend:
"Humans have needs, one of these is the one which forces him to see over his biological barriers and, exceptionally, enjoy reality. This is where we step in."

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Ok - sorry for double but what the fuck anyway.
Just took 5 mg of 4-FA nasal, and ~20 mg oral ( a knifes tip). Studied chemistry for quite some time while writing the drug protocol. It didn't motivate me, but I did it somehow anyway and was surprised on how fast I was done. We'll see the results tomorrow after the chemistry test - I think of taking some again tomorrow before the test. Everything else can be said once the test is given back to me.

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You wanna get work done fast? Smoke meth

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Get . The. Fuck. Out.

Meth is a hell of a drug. It's cheap all right, it pushes all right, but it fucking destroys your body. It really fucking destroys it. The 4-FA works fine till now. I wont use it often, just the next tests and graduation (gonna get some more later on). But I definitely say fucking no to meth.

Sorry if you meant it as joke - but I have to say: Meth? JUST FUCKING NO.

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(05-07-2012 08:30 AM)aCol Wrote:  Get . The. Fuck. Out.

Meth is a hell of a drug. It's cheap all right, it pushes all right, but it fucking destroys your body. It really fucking destroys it. The 4-FA works fine till now. I wont use it often, just the next tests and graduation (gonna get some more later on). But I definitely say fucking no to meth.

Sorry if you meant it as joke - but I have to say: Meth? JUST FUCKING NO.

My seventh mom smokes it and she's sexy as fuck

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Probably also stupid as fuck. Just wait some time. She's gonna get fucked up too.

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(05-07-2012 08:33 AM)aCol Wrote:  Probably also stupid as fuck. Just wait some time. She's gonna get fucked up too.

Shes been smoking for 80 years

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Are you trolling?

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(05-07-2012 08:35 AM)aCol Wrote:  Are you trolling?

Trololololol
EDIT: I should've said no

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It was quite obvious you know...despite that, know of any other neuro enhancers?

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(05-07-2012 08:37 AM)aCol Wrote:  It was quite obvious you know...despite that, know of any other neuro enhancers?

I know it was quite obvious. The first post was intended so that you would know it was a joke, then the second was to confirm it, then when I saw you still took it seriously I posted the third just to see how ridiculous I could get with you still buying the story. Trololololol

Also, no

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Who said I took 'em all seriously Biggrin
Too bad. Neuroenhancers are kewl.

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(05-07-2012 08:42 AM)aCol Wrote:  Who said I took 'em all seriously Biggrin
Too bad. Neuroenhancers are kewl.

Well played
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What is 4-fa
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4-FA is also called (RS)-1-(4-flourphenyl)propan-2-amine.
It is a amphetamine like "Research Chemical", which could be counted as a nice name for "new designer drug". For me, it's a study aid and motivation drug I will use 2 times:
1. Next math test
2. Graduation tests

The chemical can be abused as a drug with neuroenhancing effect...

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(05-08-2012 12:35 AM)aCol Wrote:  4-FA is also called (RS)-1-(4-flourphenyl)propan-2-amine.
It is a amphetamine like "Research Chemical", which could be counted as a nice name for "new designer drug". For me, it's a study aid and motivation drug I will use 2 times:
1. Next math test
2. Graduation tests

The chemical can be abused as a drug with neuroenhancing effect...

Improves motivation and is a study aid?
Do want.
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Smoking makes a crap day more bearable.

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(05-08-2012 05:30 AM)Sharpie Wrote:  
(05-08-2012 12:35 AM)aCol Wrote:  4-FA is also called (RS)-1-(4-flourphenyl)propan-2-amine.
It is a amphetamine like "Research Chemical", which could be counted as a nice name for "new designer drug". For me, it's a study aid and motivation drug I will use 2 times:
1. Next math test
2. Graduation tests

The chemical can be abused as a drug with neuroenhancing effect...

Improves motivation and is a study aid?
Do want.
Depends on your body. I've got an idiot friend who took 5 mg from mine. He is quite high now. Not the desired effect. As am I, 1 Gramm of Damiana with am1220.
Good for relaxing.

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Xanax is good for relaxing, I prefer that if I need to relax. It's quite addictive though.
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Ok. Now for the lasting side effect. I consider it for both drugs, because they where both used in a very short time span. Yesterday eve I had the potent damiana, which had am1220 on it. Was about ~ 1 Gramm.

Today, in school, I at first felt strange. It's a few hours ago that I've taken it, so it's not from the particular normal main effect. I heard some voices better some not, and didn't give a shit about my own feelings. In effect of 4-FA there where no emotions at all - and still now it is hard to have sadness and other negative emotions. The body is like a empty shell.
I felt stupid today. Couldn't solve any math problems. At some point I gave up and slept, the teacher is, god thank, not giving a damn about sleeping students.
I also looked into the void without having anything going on in my mind - all the troubles stopped.

All in all I wouldn't recommend ANYBODY who is still sane to take too much. Or even to take any.
You will feel stupid or have other lasting side effects, and they are NOT nice.
Abuse means taking an overload at a time - just take small portions and keep it down. Better effects. Use em shortly, not on the long term. They can be helpful, but too much won't be help at all.

Btw, what is Xanax?

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Xanax is something they prescribe for anxiety, it's an opiate. It calms you the fuck down, depending on how much you take. It can help you sleep as well, if you don't have an anxiety disorder.

If you take enough Xanax you'll be relaxed to the point where you won't give a fuck about ANYTHING.
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