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To everyone who joined these forums at some point, and got discouraged by the negativity and left after a while (or even got literally scared off): I'm sorry.

I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.

I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.

I can handle quite a lot of negativity and even abuse now, but that isn't the point. I want to help people. I want to help the people who need it the most, and I want to help people like the 1996 version of me.

I'm still figuring out the best way to do that, but as it is now, these forums are doing more harm than good, and I can't keep running them.

Thank you to the few people who have tried to understand my point of view so far. I really, really appreciate you guys. You are beautiful people.

Everyone else: If after everything I've said so far, you still don't understand my motivations, I think it's unlikely that you will. We're just too different. Maybe someday in the future it might make sense, but until then, there's no point in arguing about it. I don't have the time or the energy for arguing anymore. I will focus my time and energy on people who support me, and those who need help.

-SoulRiser

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Just a blog.

I felt sick yesterday, had 36.9 and mother refused to keep me at home coz it's obviously not 37.0...
I managed to pull it to 37 tho, so had a day off today.
Father was dumbfuck, made me do dishes and fucked around, coz I obviously don't feel shit at all... -.-
It's 7pm already and temperature was at 36.4 for the past few hours, it raised to 36.5 atm, so I wish it will rise till 37 so I don't have to go to school tomorrow.

I haven't done any homework, so I will probably fail all shit tomorrow, they can fuck off coz after temperature you gotta be at home for at least 3 days, what kind of retardness are parents pulling out atm?
Not sure, but I damn wish that I could quit from here already so I don't have to hear all this shit that I won't succeed at life just because I don't want to go to school and I don't want to clean up the fucking flat when obviously it's not fucking dirty anyways...

Dictatorship. Fu
02-09-2012 03:25 AM
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Yesterday after drinking a bit of rum, I woke up at 4:30, stumbled to the bathroom and was just really nauseous. But it wasn't your average nausea, it was something...else. I don't know how to describe it. It was the most uncomfortable I've ever been in my life.
Figured that was relevant cause you were sick and all.

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02-09-2012 03:28 AM
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(02-09-2012 03:28 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  Yesterday after drinking a bit of rum, I woke up at 4:30, stumbled to the bathroom and was just really nauseous. But it wasn't your average nausea, it was something...else. I don't know how to describe it. It was the most uncomfortable I've ever been in my life.
Figured that was relevant cause you were sick and all.

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02-09-2012 03:30 AM
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Would you rather my reply or no replies at all? o.0

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02-09-2012 03:48 AM
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(02-09-2012 03:48 AM)StadiumArcadium Wrote:  Would you rather my reply or no replies at all? o.0

Your reply is full of sarcasm.
You should keep posting tho. Biggrin
02-09-2012 03:55 AM
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On this thread or all threads?
I will do both.

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02-09-2012 04:02 AM
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Was at home today, went to school only 4 days past 2 weeks, not sure about tomorrow tho.
"Must do your homework" but I cba...
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02-10-2012 12:43 AM
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Ok, got school tomorrow, and I don't feel like going there more than usually.
I'd rather just sit at home, read Napoleon Hill and play some RPGs... <_>
02-13-2012 06:36 AM
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My teacher says: You are not dutiful, you don't do homework correctly and don't show me in time.

And not a single fuck was given.
Teachers hating on my don't-care attitude thanks to School Survival. Biggrin
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02-21-2012 03:37 AM
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I have to memorize around 2-3 pages of mathematical definitions and theorems till Monday, feel my pain! Fu
Oh, and first I gotta write them out..
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02-26-2012 12:24 AM
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Failed my maths exam, have no idea what will happen now...
05-30-2012 01:49 AM
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Dad found out, I'll be packing things soon, everyone take care.
05-30-2012 05:03 PM
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Don't leave us LedoS

You failed a math exam so your dad kicks you out? And people don't realize this is rather fucked up?

School FAILS at everything it says it's trying to do...good for brainwashing though

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05-31-2012 04:28 AM
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Actually everything went better than expected, I told him that I'll study better next year(Yeah, fat chance) so he calmed down and said it's better for me to start "studying"(Hell no, I only learn what I want) or "life will be hard"(I fucking hate how everybody is so close minded)..

So it's only a matter of time now till I'll fail again...

Also my mother and I had to talk with my maths teacher, she(teacher) said same bullshit like father did and she just is acting like: "Lolfaggot I'm better than you n shit", she even said crap about me when I was absent on tuesday and said that she wants to beat the shit outta me to my classmates(Because I failed exam(Why do you care, stupid fucking cunt, I wish you would fucking DIEEEEEEEEE)... No seriously, what the fuck? I told my mum about it after my classmates told me and she said: well you didn't go to school on tuesday, you "backstabbed" your class. And this is where I got mad.


Fucking hate them all. Fu
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