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I am addicted to weed, I can deal without it.

Addiction is compulsively continuing to do something despite negative consequences, but I had no significant negative consequences just because of a low dose of weed.

Everyone will seek something that makes them feel better, weed makes me feel better
01-17-2012 05:05 AM
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Spicey chicken sandwhiches are like weed, also trace my ip and come burn my house down, I have insurance and I would legally ream you and your parents into the ground. I have enough insurance to get another house, but I would put you so down in that shithole called poverty you think sunshine was me taking a dump on you.
01-17-2012 05:11 AM
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http://www.addictionsandrecovery.org/marijuana.htm

Quote:The Consequences of Marijuana Use

Marijuana users are 4 times more likely to develop depression. One study looked at 1,920 people, and followed them for 16 years. It discovered that people who smoked marijuana were 4 times more likely to develop depression.(2)

Another study looked at 1601 students aged 14-15 and followed them for seven years. Approximately 60% of the students had used marijuana by the age of 20, and 7% had become daily users. The young women of the group who were daily users had a five time greater chance of developing depression.(3)

Marijuana almost triples the chance of developing psychotic symptoms. A 3-year study followed 4,045 psychosis-free people. It came to the conclusion that marijuana smokers are three times more likely to develop psychotic symptoms (including manic-depression) than non-smokers.(4)

Post-acute withdrawal. Look at the post-acute withdrawal page to learn about those symptoms and how to deal with them.

The broader consequences of addiction. Look at the disease of addiction page to learn more about the broader consequences of addiction. (Reference: http://www.AddictionsAndRecovery.org)
01-17-2012 05:14 AM
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depression BOOHOO
01-17-2012 05:17 AM
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I have an idea shitface, how about I burn your house down then kill myself?

YOU CAN'T TOUCH ME NOW BITCH, I'll BE DEAD
01-17-2012 05:38 AM
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Well then I get a new house, and new furniture and toast to your death at my house warming party!
01-17-2012 05:41 AM
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Or you will be a lovely burnt person living for years in a hospital
01-17-2012 05:49 AM
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Well seem I have smoke detectors in my house and insomnia those two thinks coupled would awake me during a fire. So that's unlikely I would die to that.
01-17-2012 05:51 AM
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Then I'll shoot you while you come out
01-17-2012 06:03 AM
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(01-17-2012 06:03 AM)zagix Wrote:  Then I'll shoot you while you come out

But you said you would already have killed yourself :C
01-17-2012 06:04 AM
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RE: I'm fucking pissed

Buy a punching bag and put in in your house. It worked for me.

Although right now I feel like committing suicide from the stress....

Buuuuuuuut no gun and I don't feel like setting up the belt and ceiling and shit. Would rather a fast instant death ya know.... besides, suicide is just like telling the world you've given up and have admitted defeat....

EDIT: hmm....maybe I should change that post as to not make myself seems like a suicide prone fag.... meh too lazy....

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01-17-2012 06:08 AM
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I'm gonna hang myself the proper way with good rope and a home-depot studfinder,

But if I do that I'm gonna have to wait for my parents to start leaving me home alone again which will be in a long while
01-17-2012 06:09 AM
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Suicide is not a option! I don't tell this because I want you to live on, hell no. But if you kill yourself, you give the persons who drove you into doing such a thing right. And that I do not want, because we do not need this kind of people. You can't avenge yourself when you're dead.

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01-17-2012 06:13 AM
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Why'd they stop leaving you home alone in the first place? Cause of the weed problem?

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No one fucked me over. If I had someone to direct my anger at, I'd direct it. But it seems that everyone around me either doesn't give two shits about me (as in doesn't know me/care) or wants to help me.

I just am pissed, I don't know why.

And enemy: Yes, the weed/oxycontin problem
01-17-2012 07:24 AM
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^ You're in withdrawl, that's why.
01-17-2012 07:32 AM
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Theres your problem stop relying on other people faggot. In the end its only yourself
01-17-2012 07:32 AM
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Maybe you're weak and let drugs take you over.
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(01-10-2012 02:15 PM)Maelstrom Wrote:  Efs, your nihilism is beautiful.
01-17-2012 12:57 PM
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