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I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.

I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.

I can handle quite a lot of negativity and even abuse now, but that isn't the point. I want to help people. I want to help the people who need it the most, and I want to help people like the 1996 version of me.

I'm still figuring out the best way to do that, but as it is now, these forums are doing more harm than good, and I can't keep running them.

Thank you to the few people who have tried to understand my point of view so far. I really, really appreciate you guys. You are beautiful people.

Everyone else: If after everything I've said so far, you still don't understand my motivations, I think it's unlikely that you will. We're just too different. Maybe someday in the future it might make sense, but until then, there's no point in arguing about it. I don't have the time or the energy for arguing anymore. I will focus my time and energy on people who support me, and those who need help.

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SS blog about my life.

So I thought I should jump on the bandwagon here.
I'm talking to a girl from the FYR. I met her a while ago while I was trolling on Omegle lol (of all places, I no longer visit that site, as it's all ASL asking horny, pathetic men).
She's an intelligent girl. I love talking to intelligent girls for a change. The usual girls I hang out with are the ones I just fuck around with. But we've been having some 2DEEP4U and intelligent conversations for the past year. One of the only people I have real conversations with.

EDIT: She has some really dark art that she draws, and she's a magnificent writer. And she admires anarchy. Looks like I found a person I can add to my Do Not Kill list in life lol
Update: This girl I am currently speaking to (from OP) says she'd love to have a guy like me in her life. I blushed like a little bitch.
This woman ain't a hoe. Respect has been restored to the female species, thanks to her and the women of SS!

(01-10-2012 02:15 PM)Maelstrom Wrote:  Efs, your nihilism is beautiful.
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OMFG I HATE SPIDERS.
Me and my bro find a spider near the curtains, I'm an arachnophobic, so all I did was struggle for air and provide lighting for my brother to kill it. My bro missed, so it camouflages in the carpet...we spent 30 minutes stalking on the ground with torches. And finally found it near the power cables behind the computer desk and sprayed the mofo till it died.
As my bro kills it, another spider is behind the same fucking curtain, but a bit smaller (only about 2-3cm long) and I freaked the fuck out as it took me by surprise. We spray the fuck out of that one too. Then when my bro goes to sleep, there's another spider in his room, it was only a daddy longlegs but it was fucking huge...it was at least 6cm long including legs and body.
Fuck I hate spiders. I want to move to a country where no spiders exist.

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(12-27-2011 12:40 AM)Efs Wrote:  OMFG I HATE SPIDERS.
Me and my bro find a spider near the curtains, I'm an arachnophobic, so all I did was struggle for air and provide lighting for my brother to kill it. My bro missed, so it camouflages in the carpet...we spent 30 minutes stalking on the ground with torches. And finally found it near the power cables behind the computer desk and sprayed the mofo till it died.
As my bro kills it, another spider is behind the same fucking curtain, but a bit smaller (only about 2-3cm long) and I freaked the fuck out as it took me by surprise. We spray the fuck out of that one too. Then when my bro goes to sleep, there's another spider in his room, it was only a daddy longlegs but it was fucking huge...it was at least 6cm long including legs and body.
Fuck I hate spiders. I want to move to a country where no spiders exist.

Holy fuck, how much spiders live in your house? I hate spiders too, if I see one right now I would throw my Iphone to kill it.

Well if you want to move to Brazil, don't. There are much more POISONUS spiders( i forgot how to spell it) here then humans. At least in the less populated areas.
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(12-27-2011 04:04 AM)Luizao876 Wrote:  
(12-27-2011 12:40 AM)Efs Wrote:  OMFG I HATE SPIDERS.
Me and my bro find a spider near the curtains, I'm an arachnophobic, so all I did was struggle for air and provide lighting for my brother to kill it. My bro missed, so it camouflages in the carpet...we spent 30 minutes stalking on the ground with torches. And finally found it near the power cables behind the computer desk and sprayed the mofo till it died.
As my bro kills it, another spider is behind the same fucking curtain, but a bit smaller (only about 2-3cm long) and I freaked the fuck out as it took me by surprise. We spray the fuck out of that one too. Then when my bro goes to sleep, there's another spider in his room, it was only a daddy longlegs but it was fucking huge...it was at least 6cm long including legs and body.
Fuck I hate spiders. I want to move to a country where no spiders exist.

Holy fuck, how much spiders live in your house? I hate spiders too, if I see one right now I would throw my Iphone to kill it.

Well if you want to move to Brazil, don't. There are much more POISONUS spiders( i forgot how to spell it) here then humans. At least in the less populated areas.

I want to go to Brazil, but not to live.
Eh my house is full of big ass spiders. It's shit because I'm arachnophobia.

Anyway.today composed mainly of:
-My mum was really sick today, migraines and vomiting, I helped her today as much as I could and made things easier. It's scary when it sounds like your mum is vomiting her stomach out D:
-Girls at a slumber party rang me asking why I'm not with them. Because they told me about the party and not the date..lol So now my cock is bitchless. Talked to them from 1am-3am, but I was so zoned out half the time and they told me to sleep. So eh.
-Playing L4D2 first time in ages with mah steam brah.
-Talking to that woman I mentioned before, she's a smart and interesting person..I like her dark styled art as well...I might fly over to the FYR just to see her lol
-No I'll be browsing pornography because I'm so pathetic and have nothing better to do. Fapping my sorrows away. I find it amazing though, that 6 girls just rang me saying their pussies are wet, and all I did was shrug my shoulders, and now I'm browsing porn. I find it pathetic how I can only resist my sexual urges during the daytime.

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-My dad locked the dog outside to sleep. I couldn't resist her cries and let her in and fed her an apple ^_^ She licked me to death...

(01-10-2012 02:15 PM)Maelstrom Wrote:  Efs, your nihilism is beautiful.
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Wtf Omegle rulez. Sometimes I pretend to be a woman hahahaha

Anyway, I once killed a HUGE ASS SPIDER it was fucking big. Like a tarantula, eww. What freaks me out are cockroaches
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(01-16-2012 11:39 PM)bulgvar Wrote:  Wtf Omegle rulez. Sometimes I pretend to be a woman hahahaha

Anyway, I once killed a HUGE ASS SPIDER it was fucking big. Like a tarantula, eww. What freaks me out are cockroaches
Yeah sometimes I went on there to pretend I was a woman. And I used to make money on there by ewhoring. Funny how some men will do anything for a "woman" on the internet. I got my thrill of power and a few dollars on add sites for directing them to fake/advert sites.

And fuck spiders. Cockroaches are okay..but eh.
EDIT: I also met my "internet best friend" on Omegle lol I've been talking to her for nearly 2 years now.

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My sister hates spiders, and since her room is filthy all the time she has tons of em. Shell always call for me to kill them, and to piss her off ill leave a huge line of its guts on the wall, lol. I squash it and then drag it. She once puked cuz I did that.

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(01-17-2012 12:07 AM)The Wrote:  My sister hates spiders, and since her room is filthy all the time she has tons of em. Shell always call for me to kill them, and to piss her off ill leave a huge line of its guts on the wall, lol. I squash it and then drag it. She once puked cuz I did that.
aha women ;P
I don't mind the guts or the fact that some are poisonous. That doesn't bother me. But what DOES bother me is the fact that they're so fast when they run (especially on your body >.<) and they look like death itself.
Death itself running all over your body = Not a good feeling.
I'm not scared of snakes, not even the poisonous ones. Just the spiders freak me out.

Also, today my cousin came over with his laptop. We did a lan session with my cousin, brother and I. We played a game of WC3 (2v1) and I kicked both of their asses haha. They were Orc and Night Elf and I was Undead. I had 3 bases set up, tier 3 came and I did an aerial assault, they didn't have much AA, eventually they killed my air units, my ground force came in (high lvl heroes due to intense creeping) and finished them off.
Also beat them in Custom Hero Arena, went ranged. They were just like normal kids and went full damage. I got some good recipes and used mana vortex and darkness spell with Dread Curse ulti and Frost Nova nuke is fucking awesome when ulti is on CD.
Then we payed some Wintermaul but that ended soon.

Tomorrow he's coming over for some more kick ass lan session's ^_^

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In 3 days I have to do:
-History assignment about a society where daily life has changed by war or something between 1900-1949. (1 hour?)
-Read "Night" for English. (2 hours?)
-Answer 10 questions for English. (20 mins?)
-Prepare for English assignment about "change". (1 hour?)
-Answer questions for psychology and read certain pages. (1.5 hours?)
-Super insanely hard math assignment. (6 hours?)
-Answer questions for physics. (30 mins?)

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