Tired of it.

[RaiserZero]

For the last 16 years, I've been continuously doing the same thing almost everyday. It's like a repetitive cycle. Wake up, school, come home, homework, sleep, more school. Repeat. It seems so pointless. I'm going nowhere with this, I hate this feeling, but it's so hard to get rid of it. Even during vacations/weekends, there's always something to worry about, it's like I can't enjoy my life.

Life isn't easy I know, but most of my problems come from school. It's like they WANT you to be in pain. ( Probably..)

When I do get time to spend with friends and family, it lasts only so long before everything resumes what it was before. ( The repetitive cycle. )

I'm really annoyed and pissed off at all this.

I always try to make everyday a little more exciting, but it never works out or it just doesn't last long enough before I realize all the shit that's coming my way the next day.

Anyone get what I'm saying...?

[SoulRiser]

I know what you mean... It sucks. Also happens when you have a job.

[aCol]

The problem with school is you cant take a break when you want.
I feel with you - I only don't have this feeling any more because its only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ts only 6 months, ....


... till i graduate. Hopefully life will get better when i can afford my own stuff.

Try to do some spontaneousness actions when you can. I know, that when I get my drivers license, I will drive as far as possible with a few friends, then drive back. Just for the fun of exploration. Such actions, when available, ease up the pain. If exploration does not fit your character, do something else spontaneousness. Something you won't do every day. And look forward to it, to take your mind off thoughts.

[Sharpie]

I feel exactly the same way and think that to myself every day when I wake up. At school, it feels like they Try to take everything away from me that I find remotely enjoyable and give homework on breaks. I treasure weekends and breaks so much because it gives me time away from school, but of course they have to give homework during those times. :/

[UnschoolShqiponjë]

Of course most of us will get it. At 18 life became so much better but I didn't realize it because I was soooooo used to the grind. Then at 21 I realized the awesomeness of adult freedom. The last two years have been some of my best.

[thefrustrated]

Yeah it's absolutely sickening! We're in some sort of a robot factory and they control our every move. Anything deviating from the norm is a no no to them so they highly encourage routine. This is why I get this horrible feeling in my stomach every morning when I reach the entrance of school.

[RaiserZero]

(12-11-2011 09:51 AM)aCol Wrote:  Try to do some spontaneousness actions when you can. I know, that when I get my drivers license, I will drive as far as possible with a few friends, then drive back. Just for the fun of exploration. Such actions, when available, ease up the pain.

I actually am getting my driver's license right now. It's just gonna cost another 800$ and 10 more months, about 16 classes. After that, definitely driving around. Although when I was younger, I would ride my bike around the city while listening to music. Made me feel free.

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(12-11-2011 09:40 AM)SoulRiser Wrote:  I know what you mean... It sucks. Also happens when you have a job.

Haha, thank you. And yeah, I might be getting a job soon, even though I'm looking forward to it, a part of me is thinking : " One more event to repeat..."