worst dream you ever had

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RE: worst dream you ever had

Not the worst dreams I've had, but a lot of nightmarish elements to them.

The first one involved the game Geo Political Simulator (anyone here played that game before?). I was moving around the world (you manage your own country) and sometimes a natural disaster will happen in a country (sometimes your country, but more often than not another country). In this version of the game, which was super-realistic, you could zoom in and see people dying and in despair. You could zoom in to see pedestrians anywhere, really, which creeped me out a bit.

The second one I was Ferris Bueller in this dream (I think this might have been a continuation of my first dream, being a pedestrian in a natural disaster), and I think he was commentating while this dream was happening. I was watching a TV when this very realistic looking news report shows up in which a trailer truck crashes into an ambulance, which either crashed into a train carrying hazardous materials or a secret warehouse with that stuff, which was near a high school. After that report played, I had the brief moment to control Ferris Bueller and I was just getting out of high school, and my mind told me "run, run!" and I ran as fast as I could. I kept running away until the hazardous explosion happened, and I could see a shit load of explosions near the high school, but I was unharmed. Then, the dream ended and I could see Ferris Bueller relaxed smoking a cigarette (a blunt or a joint?) with his legs on a table. He said something that I couldn't remember, I think it had to do with him surviving that accident.