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as i took the nazi flag and the WWII propaganda off of my wall i thought to myself what i did to get to this point.
to do that, ide have to go back 5 years.
i remember it like yesterday...

1993
i was on my way home from a party. it was just like every other party, drugs alchohol, sex, and neo nazis, and the lot of them too.
I was driving in my shitty ford, if it wasnt american, it wasnt shit.
at the time it was about 12:30...i left the party early, i wasnt feeling to hot.
the party was at a secluded farmhouse about 2 hours away, so then we could be as loud as we wanted without some person calling the cops.
i got home at about 3:00 to a black van in my driveway.
i pulled out my gun slowly from my right pocket. i opened the door and none of the lights were on. i saw a dark figure carying a big box, iturned on the light and it was a black guy taking my tv.
he dropped the tv when he saw my gun, he pulled a 45 out and shot at me.
i shot back and i got him about 5 times on the upper body.
his gun flew somewhere i couldnt see.
i heard sirens about 5 minutes later. my fucking neighbors called the cops!
my family was away out of town that weekend.
the pigs came in and took me away.
my trial was in two weeks. my family didnt have the money to pay bail.



the trial finaly came after 2 weeks of shitty food. i walked in and i saw that 7 of the 12 jurers were black...i mumbled "just my fucking luck"
well to keep a long story short, i was senteced 5 years in a maximum securit prison...just because they couldnt find his gun...

TO BE motherfucking CONTINUED
"If the doors of perception were cleansed everything would appear to man as it is, infinite. For man has closed himself up, till he sees through narrow chinks of his cavern."
05-30-2006 04:52 AM
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SUCKER! No I'm kidding.
Dude, that's not fucking right.... No
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