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To everyone who joined these forums at some point, and got discouraged by the negativity and left after a while (or even got literally scared off): I'm sorry.

I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.

I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.

I can handle quite a lot of negativity and even abuse now, but that isn't the point. I want to help people. I want to help the people who need it the most, and I want to help people like the 1996 version of me.

I'm still figuring out the best way to do that, but as it is now, these forums are doing more harm than good, and I can't keep running them.

Thank you to the few people who have tried to understand my point of view so far. I really, really appreciate you guys. You are beautiful people.

Everyone else: If after everything I've said so far, you still don't understand my motivations, I think it's unlikely that you will. We're just too different. Maybe someday in the future it might make sense, but until then, there's no point in arguing about it. I don't have the time or the energy for arguing anymore. I will focus my time and energy on people who support me, and those who need help.

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I cut myself cos I was bored one day. Boredom and me don't work very well...

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That's what I used to do sometimes.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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Thade Wrote:That's what I used to do sometimes.

Never again.

Anything that ever happened or will... one condition, it has to be amazing.

I gave her wings but she don't wanna fly no more.

I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
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Ooo, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
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That's what I said. Note the "use to".

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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You inspire me Thade.

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Sanjuro Wrote:You inspire me Thade.


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Anything that ever happened or will... one condition, it has to be amazing.

I gave her wings but she don't wanna fly no more.

I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
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I have a great source of knowledge which keeps me actively learning and sane in such environment. Without, yes it would be depressing.
02-05-2010 08:28 AM
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Sanjuro Wrote:You inspire me Thade.
Don't say that. I fucked it up. The used to is gone. Now, I feel shitty.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
02-06-2010 10:57 AM
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Feeling shitty is better than being dead most of the time

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.....

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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BAD THADE!!!! We're suppose to DISCOURAGE suicide.

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I admit, I consider it from time to time. Fortunately for me, I know better. 4 months left is not something worth killing yourself over.

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Sanjuro Wrote:BAD THADE!!!! We're suppose to DISCOURAGE suicide.
Don't make me feel sad. T.T

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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Awwwwwwwww
*hugs Thade*

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....

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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lol Suicidal peepz just need hugs

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If that were the case then I could save the world.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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Damn social workers, they just whine, they don't hug

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Lol.

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Sad but true. They don't do any crap maybe except proving depressed people right even more.

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They basically tell you to go kill yourself, so they don't have to listen to you anymore.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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No, you clearly haven't met one. They tell you to literally keep on living only because 'your life is valuable', it doesn't matter if ninjas killed your family or whatever.

Problem, officer?
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TrueAnarchist Wrote:and to think, i could be yiffing a hot vixen right about now
CrayolaColours Wrote:He just admitted today that he spent two hours...errr... shaking hands with the Bishop afterwards.
The Desert Fox Wrote:I thought when I downloaded it it was already emulated.
zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
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I went to therepy. My consouler kept trying to get rid of me.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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I wish I also could. Psychiatrists are the people I lack respect for to the point of dehumanizing, so I can harass and mock them with no regrets whatsoever.

Problem, officer?
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TrueAnarchist Wrote:and to think, i could be yiffing a hot vixen right about now
CrayolaColours Wrote:He just admitted today that he spent two hours...errr... shaking hands with the Bishop afterwards.
The Desert Fox Wrote:I thought when I downloaded it it was already emulated.
zagix Wrote:I'm stuck to the fagarena because I'm a fag
CrayolaColours Wrote:Woman up, will you? Grow a damn pussy and get over yourselves.
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Lol My mom would kill me. I would rather prefer myself alive, unless it's at my own expense.

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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Ceiling Cat Wrote:No, you clearly haven't met one. They tell you to literally keep on living only because 'your life is valuable', it doesn't matter if ninjas killed your family or whatever.
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LMAO

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Is that Mr.T?

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Ceiling Cat Wrote:I wish I also could. Psychiatrists are the people I lack respect for to the point of dehumanizing, so I can harass and mock them with no regrets whatsoever.

It's fun how I can screw with people better than psychologists.

Anything that ever happened or will... one condition, it has to be amazing.

I gave her wings but she don't wanna fly no more.

I'm sittin' on the dock of the bay
Watching the tide roll away
Ooo, I'm just sittin' on the dock of the bay
Wastin' time
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Why would you want a physciatrist anyway?

Someone dear to me once said "We are the light." But, if that's true, then why am I still searching?
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