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Why was your day awful?
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i-am-the-liquor
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Re: Why was your day awful?
went to outpatents, turns out my entire large entistine and a very small part of my lower entestine is full of fecal matter. most patents that have this are in there 80's, i made the doctor and radiologyst have such a look on there face, long story shourt im riding the proclen express all night
I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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my faimly has a history of bowel problems from diverticulitus to bowl cancer, woo!
I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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Re: Why was your day awful?
Wow, that's a really shitty situation you got there... er... pun intended?
Good luck.
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lol, all cleaned out now, have to see a gasteroentrolgyst though still, i blame cheny
I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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Well I'm pissed because:
A) I did not get accepted into my school ACT program (whatever the hell that stands for), and my favorite teacher in the school is teaching it. And they always take field trips. AND since my friend got In there's a very low chance I will have any classes with him.
B) I don't have any posts now. But it's not really a big deal since I have the same name.
those really good fireworks are the ones that make you say, Fuck! run!
Yes Im the same person and Im back
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was in hopital again today, aparently i wasnet all cleaned ut, fucking hell
I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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Re: Why was your day awful?
Are you close, or still way more to go?
those really good fireworks are the ones that make you say, Fuck! run!
Yes Im the same person and Im back
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just learned that my bro was smokin pot today, so now my parents are angry. plus we found out on our vacation. so he basiclly fucked it. now when we look back well remember that instead of 4th of july.
those really good fireworks are the ones that make you say, Fuck! run!
Yes Im the same person and Im back
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whats the big deal with pot? its just a little plant and it only affects the one doing the smoking no one else
renegade: thats fucking horrible man
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well basicley my parents are now constaantly yelling at him and I have to deal with them being angry.
those really good fireworks are the ones that make you say, Fuck! run!
Yes Im the same person and Im back
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my comp my have a virus, my internet is fucked, i cant download java, and i keep getting logged out of shit. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
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I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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Wow. Your brother smokes pot? I thought you already knew. Or was that someone else? . Anyway, ask them that instead of being angry all the time, maybe they should have an intelligent talk with your brother, find out why he smokes and put a stop to it.
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My parents turned the air conditioner up too high and being cold makes my knees and wrists hurt. They also insist that the house isn't cold. :/
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why do they give a shit if he smokes weed
at least hes not smoking cigarettes
Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life your living? Bob Marley
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undergroundrevolutionary Wrote:why do they give a shit if he smokes weed
at least hes not smoking cigarettes
Yeah, like when I got in trouble because I split a beer, my parents flipped at me, so I was like 'I could have been taking shots' then they shut up.
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Dance, if you've torn the bandage off.
Dance in the middle of the fighting.
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Dance, when you're perfectly free.
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i tend to not get told off for being pissed/ drinking alcohol.
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My dad drank half a can of beer when he was six.
But he was tricked into doing it.
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I made another scar.
butterfly kisses xxx
COMMUNISM is when you have two cows, the governement takes both and gives you the milk
SOCIALISM is when you have two cows and give one to your neighbour.
NEW DEALISM (is when things go wrong) is when you have two cows, the government takes both, shoots one and milks the other but then throws the milk away.
CAPITALISM is when you have two cows and then sell one to buy a bull.
FACISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and sells you the milk.
NAZISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and shoots you.
I typed: "end of the world" into google and saw the hiroshima bombing and 9/11, irony much.
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im still grounded,as mum found my cigars,some baggies,my lighter,and a empyty pack of papers in my backpack, knew i should have cleaned that out. FUCK!..stole the laptop today
I dont mean to sound bitter, cold, or cruel, but I am,so thats how it comes out.- bill hicks
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I realised something. Life is pointless, why the fuck bother? It's only going to end. So just do whatever the hell you want.
butterfly kisses xxx
COMMUNISM is when you have two cows, the governement takes both and gives you the milk
SOCIALISM is when you have two cows and give one to your neighbour.
NEW DEALISM (is when things go wrong) is when you have two cows, the government takes both, shoots one and milks the other but then throws the milk away.
CAPITALISM is when you have two cows and then sell one to buy a bull.
FACISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and sells you the milk.
NAZISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and shoots you.
I typed: "end of the world" into google and saw the hiroshima bombing and 9/11, irony much.
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fragile-esteem Wrote:I realised something. Life is pointless, why the fuck bother? It's only going to end. So just do whatever the hell you want.
Wow you just noticed? Well at least you see the truth
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Why is that a bad thing? It's a reason to do whatever you want... sounds like a good thing to me.
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im just sick of nothing going right!!! apparently im a twat and a loser, who now has cuts all down her legs. i havent cut in ages, but today pushed me over. for no reason!! im just sick of it all and wish anything would go away and leave me in peace to die.
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Well, if you ever just need somebody to listen, I'm here for you.
I AM A THIEF IN THE NIGHT I WILL SAVE AS MANY AS I CAN
I KEEP THEM IN MY BASEMENT
I TELL THEM I AM THEIR MOMMY NOW
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Please don't die Sarah. I'd hate myself. And you contribute so much. Your not a twat, your not a loser. And who cares if you have cuts down your leg? I didn't care the first time, why should I now?
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i dont know, and you shouldn't hate yourself. im not going to die, im too stubborn, and thankyou both of you, it helps to know i can talk to somone.
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unrequitted love.
I am never going to recover I know it. Recovery for me is changing who I am. Of course I want to change, everyone wishes they were different that what got me here. This thing has taken my life and now I see what I've been missing on. Don't get my wrong I still want to be thinner. I can't help that, I just feel like these past 3 yrs have ruined my life. If you'd told me when I was 11, by the time you're 15 you'll be dying and if you don't die you will most likely lose teeth and you'll be plagued by UTIs and nothing will be able to reverse the damage you will cause, you'll probably never be able to have kids, you might never learn to drive, have sex or drink alcohol. I would said "whatever" does it even sound plausible that 11 year old is capable of making a decision that can change the rest of her life?
butterfly kisses xxx
COMMUNISM is when you have two cows, the governement takes both and gives you the milk
SOCIALISM is when you have two cows and give one to your neighbour.
NEW DEALISM (is when things go wrong) is when you have two cows, the government takes both, shoots one and milks the other but then throws the milk away.
CAPITALISM is when you have two cows and then sell one to buy a bull.
FACISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and sells you the milk.
NAZISM is when you have two cows, the government takes both and shoots you.
I typed: "end of the world" into google and saw the hiroshima bombing and 9/11, irony much.
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If you're a chick, then you'll understand why I was in terrible pain this evening. Even with ibuprofen, I could only get relief lying down.
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ChickenLeg, I was under the impression that you were male! Anyway, I feel your pain...and since I can't swallow pills, I have to chew them...Midol tastes positively horrid. Try taking a long, hot shower...that sometimes works for me.
Fragile-esteem, you haven't totally ruined your life. If you make the effort, you will recover- don't give up! It really is possible to change yourself, it just takes hard work...and you're obviously hard-working...how else would you have become a number one dancer? If you keep working at it, you will recover. I think you just expect some miracle out of yourself, some instant improvement. But these kinds of changes take time, so just try and be patient with yourself. Recovering from something as difficult as anorexia will take a while- the improvements will probably be very gradual. Don't try to fix everything in a day. Ease into the recovery, taking as much time as you need.
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Actually, it turned out to be a combination of that and a weird form of constipation.
Aand my day has turned awful again some time ago when I was told I wasn't needed to babysit this week. 3rd week in a row. 1st was okay, 2nd made me cheesed, but now I'm getting majorly pissed. It's not the kid, but being up early and the money that entices me. Not to mention I only work one day.
Goddammit, I need money.
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