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I wasn't good enough at encouraging people to be kinder, and removing people who refuse to be kind. Encouraging people is hard, and removing people creates conflict, and I hate conflict... so that's why I wasn't better at it.
I was a very, very sensitive teen. The atmosphere of this forum as it is now, if it had existed in 1996, would probably have upset me far more than it would have helped.
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Everyone else: If after everything I've said so far, you still don't understand my motivations, I think it's unlikely that you will. We're just too different. Maybe someday in the future it might make sense, but until then, there's no point in arguing about it. I don't have the time or the energy for arguing anymore. I will focus my time and energy on people who support me, and those who need help.
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Y Ello Dar
Hey guys. I'm 15 and have been through enough paradigm shifts in my school system to drive me insane.
I found your site a year ago during a depression, and finally decided to join as the shores of hell begin to close in on me (I go back on Thursday).
I am not an "artist" per se, but I am into things such as robotics, level design (have mapped for Half-Life and some of its mods), and the likes. Architecture or engineering is probably what I'm pursuing. Too bad everything my school teaches (aside from ebil math) is pretty much completely unrelated.
Anyways, hoping to enjoy my time here and give some insight to others' ranting.
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Sunbourn
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Strait jacket size?
Who am I? Who are YOU?
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I highly suggest Mobb Deep's albums The Infamous and Hell on Earth, if you have not listened to it yet.
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Straight jacket size?
Spambot Kill Counter: 33
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Buying a high powered computer: 500 bucks
Getting gift wrap: 10 bucks maybe
Seeing the horror on that special someone's face once they tear off the gift wrap and see a Windows 98: Priceless.
I'll see you in Hell....AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!
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Come on guys, don't drive this one away, he can like, program n' stuff.
I AM A THIEF IN THE NIGHT I WILL SAVE AS MANY AS I CAN
I KEEP THEM IN MY BASEMENT
I TELL THEM I AM THEIR MOMMY NOW
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Zero Wrote:Come on guys, don't drive this one away, he can like, program n' stuff.
I won't.
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Buying a high powered computer: 500 bucks
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BIENVENIDOS
Open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life your living? Bob Marley
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undergroundrevolutionary Wrote:BIENVENIDOS
Do you mean vamanos (Spanish) or are you just talking gibberish?
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Buying a high powered computer: 500 bucks
Getting gift wrap: 10 bucks maybe
Seeing the horror on that special someone's face once they tear off the gift wrap and see a Windows 98: Priceless.
I'll see you in Hell....AAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAA!!!!
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it means good something. i dont remember what. it is a miracle i stayed where i was for spanish. oh well. and welcome, i wont do my usual welcome, as it is not longer mine due to the fact dsx and 55555 already used it. welcome, hope you enjoy your stay in the land of insane school haters.
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Re: Y Ello Dar
Hi there
We're a bit insane over here, but we can also be intelligent when we feel like it.
Quote:I am not an "artist" per se, but I am into things such as robotics, level design (have mapped for Half-Life and some of its mods), and the likes. Architecture or engineering is probably what I'm pursuing. Too bad everything my school teaches (aside from ebil math) is pretty much completely unrelated.
I made some Half-Life maps too, mainly I reconstructed my school's building in Counter Strike so that I could be a terrorist and blow it up
You ever play a game called Pontifex Bridge Builder? It's pretty simple but fun if you like building stuff.
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I primarily map for Team Fortress Classic nowadays, part of one of probably three good remaining communities. The entity system is epic with that, almost like if/and/else type stuff.
Also, I don't need a straight jacket, just use duct tape. But use the blue nonreflective type, I don't want to go blind.
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I used to play TFC a lot... with bots. Never did find any humans to play it with... so I ended up playing CS instead.
Quote:The entity system is epic with that, almost like if/and/else type stuff.
What editor do you use? I tried a whole bunch, but ended up liking WorldCraft the most... though I can't remember almost anything about it anymore.
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Bonjour!
"All animals except man know that the ultimate of life is to enjoy it."-Samuel Butler
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