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Milk2Go
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I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
So in English, we had to write a story. Not just any story, a full-fledged narrative story. About anything. But here's the catch: if you're a guy, you have to write it from a girl's perspective, and vice-versa.
I wrote my story, printed it out, etc.
I should put a fucking bullet in my head just for writing that thing. It's the single most embarassing piece of writing I've ever written. Reading it makes me want to wish I had never written such a Jonas Brothers- and feminine-filled paper. This is the most degrading (to myself) thing I've ever written, aside from the paper I wrote that made me look like a pyromaniac in 7th grade.
Will upload later.
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
Bye. Not so nice knowing ya.
I highly suggest Mobb Deep's albums The Infamous and Hell on Earth, if you have not listened to it yet.
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
Just don't do it...
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
To a mind that is still, the whole universe surrenders. - Chuang-tzu
The quieter you become, the more you can hear. - Baba Ram Dass
The whole moon and the entire sky are reflected in one dewdrop on the grass. - Dogen
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
BobManPerson Wrote:So in English, we had to write a story. Not just any story, a full-fledged narrative story. About anything. But here's the catch: if you're a guy, you have to write it from a girl's perspective, and vice-versa.
I wrote my story, printed it out, etc.
I should put a fucking bullet in my head just for writing that thing. It's the single most embarassing piece of writing I've ever written. Reading it makes me want to wish I had never written such a Jonas Brothers- and feminine-filled paper. This is the most degrading (to myself) thing I've ever written, aside from the paper I wrote that made me look like a pyromaniac in 7th grade.
Will upload later.
Having the hero be a girl doesn't have to ruin the story, it could even make it more fun...
She could have a snipper rifle and be hunting down her ex-boy friend... Or she could be a warrior-of-chaos trying to start a nuclear armagedon...
but it's a bit more sad than normal if you get them killed at the end though...
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
If you weren't comfortable writing a story from a girl's perspective, why not write it from the perspective of a girl who went through a sex change and is now trying to adjust or something along those lines?
Meh, you probably would've gotten called down to the counselor's office or something like that if you would've, huh?
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
Bobman's only option is to off himself.
Goodbye bobman.
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The quieter you become, the more you can hear. - Baba Ram Dass
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Great Faith. Great Doubt. Great Effort. - The three qualities necessary for training. - Zen saying
Possessing much knowledge is like having a thousand foot fishing line with a hook, but the fish is always an inch beyond the hook. - Zen saying
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
I am curious to read this.
You could have written it from the perspective of a girl that can't stand how retarded most girls are. 
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im gonna wait to read this before judging it.
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wow...i would hate to get an assignment like that. girls have never made sense to me, i doubt i could wrap my mind around a concept like that. 
I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
The quickest way to kill a revolution is to wait for it.
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when will you upload it?
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My mom restricts computer use from Mondays through Thursdays. That's why I've been gone.
Anyways, this thing is so full of shitty feminine faggotry that a part of me dies every time I read it.
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I skimmed over it, exed out, and deleted it.
You poor, poor guy.
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I know.
That's why I want to put a bullet in my head every time I think about it.
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Wow. I can't even bother to check how many braincells that thing killed.
Why did you even write it?
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
Homework.
I put so many stereotypes in there...
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26 Wrote:Wow. I can't even bother to check how many braincells that thing killed.
Why did you even write it?
He wanted to get in touch with his "feminine side".
Like he ever has one! 
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If I had to do somthing like that, I would put how stupid the sterotype of teenage girls is.
Or do you have to write from the perspective of a sterotypical teenage girl?
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BobManPerson Wrote:Homework.
I put so many stereotypes in there...
Not good enough.
I never does my homeworks.
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
It wasn't TOO bad, but bad enough to be extremely embarrassing if anyone else in your school read it.
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Re: I'm going to kill myself just for writing this thing
:>_>:
I read it. And I feel... less smart. And sadly, in all the (not much) time I have spent with other normal members of the female species at malls, they really are like that. 
Buuut luckily there are intelligent specimens too.
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Quote:Buuut luckily there are intelligent specimens
Like Soulriser, for instance!
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I didn't think it was too bad.
Then again, I am one of those rare guys who is straight and still likes feminine stuff.
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It wasn't bad storywriting, actually. yes a bit cliche.I don't see why you're bothered.
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YOU STUPID FUCK YOU LEFT YOUR REAL NAME ON IT!!!!!!!
I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
The quickest way to kill a revolution is to wait for it.
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yeah, but it's just not the kind of thing you want to get in the habit of forgetting.
I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
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What are you going to do? Go on Zabasearch and look up my name?
There's over a hundred search returns for the name "Chad Miller". Have fun trying to figure out which one is mine.
Also, I've looked before: my personal information isn't even registered on the site (or any other site I know of, for that matter).
I'm also trained (to a certain level of skilledness) to handle weapons. Thanks to my friends on my airsoft team for teaching me.
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xoxoSARAHxoxo Wrote:It wasn't bad storywriting, actually. yes a bit cliche.I don't see why you're bothered.
i didn't post this. ever. now i iz being worried. hax.
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BobManPerson Wrote:I'm also trained (to a certain level of skilledness) to handle weapons. Thanks to my friends on my airsoft team for teaching me.
lol
I think Buenaventura Durruti is a pretty cool guy. eh kills fascists and doesnt afraid of ruins.
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xoxoSARAHxoxo Wrote:xoxoSARAHxoxo Wrote:It wasn't bad storywriting, actually. yes a bit cliche.I don't see why you're bothered.
i didn't post this. ever. now i iz being worried. hax.
Someone probably just quoted you and changed the text, See, I can write:
BobManPerson Wrote:I'm a Fag!
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