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Tomorrow

is going to suck the nuts out of a squirrel's mouth.

I might be going to independent study soon, and i'm counting on it so much that I haven't been doing anything for the past week. And every single day last week, people would not shut the fuck up.

Apparently, someone decided it'd be fun to play 20 questions with me. In fact, everyone did.

"Where's your shit Steven? Why don't you do anything Steven? You're still here Steven. Are you going to that independent study thing soon Steven?"

I can't take it anymore. And it takes alot to get me to say that. I hate that place. And I don't want to go, obviously.

I keep thinking of doing something drastic. Like, burning down the school, or hiding my parent's car keys so I don't have to go.

Fuck this. Worst times ever right now.

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If u nvr try, u nvr no what happens

hide the car keys, or...

feign running away, stay at a friends house, when u come back, if they're angry, u know they don't care about you, if they're sorry and blame themselves, u know they care, and u could make them not send you to that place

my friend did it to get out of detention, and it worked

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What independent study thing? ... I realize you're probably joking 'bout the burning the school down thing, but yeh that probably would just make it worse for you Razz

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Not if I didn't get caught, but it's way too risky, haha.

Naw, you're right, i'm just thinking aloud.


Independent study is a homeschool type thing where you go to a certain school once every week or so, and get a bunch of homework to do. You don't have to go to school, and you have to finish the work before you go back in the following week.

Today sucked. I realized independent study isn't guarenteed. I doubt i'm getting in.

I think i'm just not going to do anything until i'm 18, and then drop out legally. Yeah, in California, it's illegal to drop out before the age of 18. I fucking hate these people.

Me, getting threated with juvie for not wanting to be forced to go to that place. I wasn't aware that a crime was being committed. Especially if it's just me wanting to be left alone.

I hate people.

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bring a machete in they did something like that to me. i wiped out the machete and the whole class shit a brick Fu Fu Fu .
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BIOSHOCK Wrote:bring a machete in they did something like that to me. i wiped out the machete and the whole class shit a brick Fu Fu Fu .
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Yeah, and the school locked down, covince them to waste money on "security upgrades" such as shoving students through metal dectors, and get sent to gitmo as a potential terrorist. Sarcasticclap

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