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im bored so im making a bloggish thing idek

Earlier today my mom bitched about taking away my door. If she does, I'm going to sit in the middle of the room inside of a pentagram drawn with chalk and ask everyone passing by if they have goat's blood on them by a chance.

It's been a month since I cut myself and I'm proud and you should be too.

My music is making me sad. Plumb is so inspirational. Someday I will write music like her's. When I get some vocal lessons, of course. I think I can sing in a decent voice. I'll upload something later, maybe. If my shitty mic wants to work with me.

I don't get online a lot because my mom is taking me out. A lot. So much I barricaded my door earlier and I think that's why she wanted to take it away.

My grandma's coming over on the 11th of May so I won't be online much during that either. She wants me to sew and watch Seinfield with her. She also forces me to go to church more than my parents do. I just remembered I buried a sewing kit she got me in the woods. She's going to bitch at me for that, oh well. I don't like sewing. But what's worse is she insists my shows are satanic because the only episode title she saw was Route 666. Since then when she is around, I cannot watch anything (other than Seinfield). And she talked my parents out of buying me tickets to Kiss/Motley Crue. And she looks scary.

I like long hair. I want long hair. I like brushing hair. Dammit, someone magically give me long hair.

I started reading again today. I hadn't in so long because public school was stressing me out. I'm starting The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo. It's enjoyable even though the only thing I got out of this was flowers and rape. Only on the first 30 pages though.

I want to draw, but my parents took away my sketchbook because I drew dead people. Paint and my finger on the touchscreen do not fit my needs.

I hear something burning nearby the wall but nothing's burning.

I'm gonna stop here because I'm tired.
04-11-2012 05:11 PM
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RE: im bored so im making a bloggish thing idek

You're a girl, how is it so hard to have long hair?

That pentagram idea sounds cool lol. My parents also wanted to take away my door once. Fuckers. I was really angry at the time, though, and had damaged it... but they kept fucking annoying me and wouldn't leave me alone.

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04-11-2012 05:14 PM
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(04-11-2012 05:14 PM)Lunatic Wrote:  You're a girl, how is it so hard to have long hair?

That pentagram idea sounds cool lol. My parents also wanted to take away my door once. Fuckers. I was really angry at the time, though, and had damaged it... but they kept fucking annoying me and wouldn't leave me alone.

It's hard to have long hair because I get angry at it and rip it out or chop it off.

I haven't yet attempted it, but my mom sounded pretty serious so if she really does I will. They're over-religious in a way, so I'm quite sure it'll be hilarious.
04-11-2012 05:24 PM
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I'm watching a movie and it's making me cry. :c
04-11-2012 07:03 PM
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Reminds me of NA, but sounds too...happy.

"There's no 'I' in 'Team'." Yeah, but there is a "me" in "Team" spelled backwards!
04-12-2012 02:19 AM
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(04-12-2012 02:19 AM)batboy138 Wrote:  Reminds me of NA, but sounds too...happy.

I see what you mean. Maybe in time her and charmaine will combine and become the devil of SS?

No, this is Patrick.
04-12-2012 02:20 AM
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INB4 all new female members are like NA.
04-12-2012 03:41 AM
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