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My new dream log
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My new dream log

February 8, 2015
Let's see where I can get this from.... huh.

I remember seeing Officer Frank Tenpenny from Grand Theft Auto: San Andreas harassing me. He was harassing me into doing things that I didn't feel like doing. I remember the kind of place I was in: I was in a basement looking-like place, it almost felt deprived. I knew I had no choice, so I did what Tenpenny wanted me to do (I also remember eating doughnuts in the dream; they tasted very nice and it felt very realistic). I don't remember exactly what was going on, but for some reason I remember this part of the dream where I began putting landmines throughout various roads, and watching all these different cop cars explode on impact (they were modern-day Crown Vics with the LAPD/LSPD livery). I was in the back of these truck just throwing these explosives at them; I must've been with someone else, but I don't remember.

Again, this was a dream that would "shift"; so every now and then I'd get a completely different dream from the once I just described, and then shift back, for no apparant given reason.

The next one was me going through various schools in the United States, except the schools looked a lot worse. Many of these schools looked more like urban jungles that came out of a documentary about the Rust Belt, or the crack epidemic in the early 90s. I remember seeing all these depressed kids just walking with their books and stuff; it was obvious that they were autistic, introverted, or had some other feature/trait that put them in a really bad position at the school/ghetto, and therefore of a deprived class. I remember seeing kids get beat, bullied, extorted, etc; the whole dream was like a documentary form. Unlike the Tenpenny dream, this dream was less interactive. In fact, I don't think I could be seen by the dream population in this one.

DREAM INTERPRETATION:
The first one is very simple: it shows my disdain towards the education system in the United States, the high school leadership/popular kids, and Special Education. Seeing a sign of authority explode was my mind telling me that I want to tear neurotypical society a new asshole. It will happen, mark my words. I'm coming. (It's also a reminder about how I got treated by the popular crowd; I got treated more like some kind of fucking asset than a person, just like the real-life C.R.A.S.H. treated various street gangs when it existed)

The second one is also pretty obvious: it's a reminder of the student poverty that I have experienced, and how it continues to affect me today. I always felt that school was like a ghetto, especially for those that hate it with a passion. I'm one of those people.

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