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RB18's dream log
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RB18's dream log

I actually got lazy halfway through the typing...so, yeah, there's more.

I went from the house to a nearby Domino's, (on a black Scooty) and had some pizza...after which I traveled to my sister's place(she had an apartment, too) and told her the whole story. The next day, we met up with the owners of the house(an elderly couple- last name was Senju, for some weird reason) and told them why I wasn't willing to buy the house. That's when I woke up.

The second dream was more realistic in terms of my fears..Turdette found out that I'd slept with a guy after a party(I don't even date or party in real life, for fuck's sake) and had a huge overreaction and told the whole neighbourhood. Normal Turdette behaviour there, but the content of the dream- as in why I'd dream of that particular scenario is a big question mark. That dream was on the 23rd.

The third and most recent one was on the 24th; Me and family, minus the cat who we kept with a friend of mine, had gone trekking somewhere in the north- think Leh-Ladakh or Manali. There was a house with a paid-accommodation kinda thingy done by a family who had 4 extra rooms in their house; me and family were staying in the 3rd one. The rooms themselves were very spacious, and we had to share a bathroom with no. 4. There were 4 beds- layout here:http://imgur.com/XvRMjiv


Those rectangles with names on them are the beds and the cyan thingies near the walls are windows. All 3 of us- me, sister, and Turdette raced to claim the beds we wanted; I confirmed later that my sister wanted to get the hell away from the bed marked as 'Turd'. That night, after spending the day trekking, Turd moved his mattress next to Turdette's bed on the floor, saying that something kept biting him. The next day of our trek was innocent enough, but my sister noticed that a coconut seller kept staring at Turd, who had bite marks like bedbugs on his arms. After the trek(afternoon) me and sister retired to our room, wanting to change. While she changed, I went around the room, closing the curtains; in the faint light coming from the window near Turd's bed, I saw a man who had hanged himself from the fan above the bed. I just backed away slowly, not screaming, and dragged my sister over to the scene. The ghostly smell(refer http://forums.school-survival.net/showth...?tid=34767) hit us both, and we backed out then ran like hell to get Turd and Turdette. It wasn't there when we got back. Over dinner, Turd casually asked around as to why the owners had rented the place out..no answer, except for the owner couple exchanging a meaningful glance. We were later interrogated by those two, my sister's story helping. It would have been typical for those two to dismiss it as some sort of prank if only I had seen it, nevermind that I have never played pranks on the two. After packing the next morning, we met a coconut seller at the gates. He told us that someone had committed suicide in the building, and asked us which room we'd stayed in..at that point, we took him to a restaurant for a meal and a chat. He told us that someone did hang himself on the fan above Turd's bed; that the reason was unknown, the man basically just checked himself into the room and killed himself. The coconut seller's brother and his family from another city had checked into the same room a year ago; the wife woke up with bite marks similar to Turd's; their son saw the apparition, but nobody but the coconut seller believed him. The man remembered a big fuss about some suicide a few years ago, did some digging, and found out the details to collaborate his nephew's story. He indicated that the bite marks on Turd's arms were what made him suspicious.

I woke up to my cat licking my nose(she sleeps next to me on the same bed, if she isn't sharing my blanket.) Not a pleasant experience, mind ya.

Quote:Anxiety?

I am not anxious about anything; this is a pretty chill time compared to Oct-Nov, and the lack of any stress or anxiety is, in part what makes having 3 nightmares so frequently so strange. I slept pretty well last night.

Don't play chess with pigeons-they'll just knock over the pieces, shit on the board and strut about like they won anyway.
-the Internet


Quote:May the days and months of flowing bitterness be rewarded...
To forget!?

Unforgivable!!
(This post was last modified: 01-27-2015 01:44 AM by Rule_BreakerXVIII.)
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RB18's dream log - Rule_BreakerXVIII - 10-20-2014, 04:09 AM
RE: RB18's dream log - brainiac3397 - 10-21-2014, 05:32 AM
RB18's dream log - Alistoriv - 10-21-2014, 07:12 AM
RE: RB18's dream log - Gwedin - 10-21-2014, 01:41 PM
RE: RB18's dream log - Rule_BreakerXVIII - 10-21-2014, 11:08 PM
RB18's dream log - Rule_BreakerXVIII - 11-03-2014, 04:50 AM
RE: RB18's dream log - brainiac3397 - 11-03-2014, 09:20 AM
RB18's dream log - Rule_BreakerXVIII - 01-26-2015, 08:10 PM
RE: RB18's dream log - brainiac3397 - 01-26-2015, 11:56 PM
RB18's dream log - Rule_BreakerXVIII - 01-27-2015 01:39 AM

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