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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
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James Comey
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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
February 18, 2014
I'm feeling rather good today. I didn't do anything too notable today, but I did exercise quite a bit to burn off calories. I'm also doing a number of chin exercises to get rid of some damned double chin I have.
Finally, I'm actually eating enough, or so I feel. I ate consistently today and I'm also keeping a food journal as well. I'm trying to exercise regularly as well. But today, I feel very good.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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James Comey
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RE: Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
February 19, 2014
Once again, I'm feeling pretty damned good.
I took a 2 hour hike and I probably burned a lot of calories while doing so. Not only that but I'm taking good care of my health and once again, I'm finally feeling like I'm eating enough food. I'm not feeling constantly hungry and I'm meeting the necessary number of calories I need to eat a day.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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RE: Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
Wednesday, March 12, 2014
So, today, my CHSPE registration form was finally mailed and should arrive at the CHSPE offices soon, and perhaps I'll be able to take the "get out of jail free" test and graduate early and never have to worry about school again (test on March 22nd, results come in on April 30th). So, you'd expect me to be all happy and whatnot, but I'm not. Why?
Because what follows from here on until April 30th is basically a state of flux, a state of uncertainty. For one, I'm not sure how much patience I still have for the factory prison that is school. Second, I'm quite literally still concerned (if not afraid and scared) about my life post-high school. For example, what friends will I have and how are my relationships going to change? Bear with me, but this is a huge period in my teenage life so far. This is essentially my turning point here. When I first got on here, I had no idea I'd be in this position so quickly. And here I am. I may soon leave school, and my mentality has completely changed. Who knew.
Right now, I feel tense, confused, afraid, uncertain, all those things. I'm excited about the future events that will happen yet I'm really scared. I've always been afraid of socializing with people, I've always stayed by myself, yet here I am. I can't believe it.
I just realized that there's an entire outside world that's waiting to be explored. A world filled with stories, people, missions, objectives, events, turning points, and such. It's only been a few months, and I've only gotten a small taste of that, but it really has been mentally stressful. I'm stepping outside my shell into a world of unknown. I'm on the midnight train going anywhere. This.... is.... wow.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
*crazyguy562 claps*
(This post was last modified: 03-13-2014 02:39 PM by craxyguy562.)
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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
Good luck, Hans. It'll take until the Spring at least for me to start on my GED, but at least I have an idea of what I'd like to do. My advice? You'll most likely have more money than my family does now, so you should consider investing some in an index fund. Do the research, and the market could provide for you. It's what I'm gonna do...among other things.
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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
Yeah. My application has been accepted at this point.
Actually, life's been unbelievably favorable for me recently. Usually, life isn't favorable..... heh.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
March 29, 2017.
I'm burned out as fuck and I hope that this semester ends soon as fuck. I have too many fucking Judases in my life.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
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Gwedin
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what are you even studying
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Gwedin
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fuck computers
fuck maths
fuck hispani-
oh
nvm
no but seriously fuck maths
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Hispaniola?
HOW DARE YOU INSULT THE PEOPLE OF HAITI AND THE DOMINICAN REPUBLIC. I SUMMON YOU TO CATCH CHOLERA.
but yeah fr math is a fuckwad
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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RE: Hansgrohe's Mental Health Log
(03-17-2014 04:32 AM)Hansgrohe Wrote: Yeah. My application has been accepted at this point.
Actually, life's been unbelievably favorable for me recently. Usually, life isn't favorable..... heh.
After this post life at the time (2014) quickly turned back to shit so yeah.
RIP GWEDIN
RIP URITIYOGI
RIP NIGHT
RIP VONUNOV
RIP WES/THEWAKE
RIP USERNAME
Stop jerking off to porn and whining and do something about it
Make School Survival Great Again - MSSGA
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