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Elfy's Dream Log
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So for two consecutive days I've managed to have two dreams at roughly the same time and I plan to do the same tonight/tomorrow. I fucking love dreaming. I gonna keep a dream log, apparentely recalling your dreams and writing them down increases your ability to remember your dreams and lucid dream successfully.

Anyways, I got to sleep at 0:10 to 0:30 and I set an alarm for 6:00 a.m. When I hear my alarm at 6 in the morning, my body has done it so much I know how to turn off the alarm without much/any thought at all. So I'm kinda half asleep and I just fall back asleep. From 6:00 to 7:00 I have the most vivid dreams that I can remember really well. I think I remember reading somewhere that to get the best results for dreaming you should wake yourself up at a certain stage of sleep, I'll asume I've just found mine.

Oct/5/11

So, on to my dream. I was back in school, a year ago in maths class but we did not have uniform. I was sitting at the front of the class with five girls opposite me, we was in the middle row. The teacher was not in the classroom and all of a sudden me and a guy next to me and all the girls pulled out blunts and bongs and everyone lit the fuck up and got baked. I felt high in my dream, it was pretty cool. And the girls were fucking hot too, I told myself "now is my chance". Then the girls started laughing real hard, so was I and it was each others laughter that fueled it more. All I can remember is insane laughter and a deep connection with them. Shit was SO cash. A long time after we left the classroom and headed out to the path that lead out of school. My dream started to fade here and I woke up.

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10-06-2011 06:21 AM
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Dude. Dreaming of being high sounds sick.
11-11-2011 05:33 AM
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(11-11-2011 05:33 AM)Levio_Sah Wrote:  Dude. Dreaming of being high sounds sick.

Only had it a few times but it's fun as hell.

I've been dreaming a lot more recently and I've been forgetting to log it all. This morning I dreamed that I was on a bus with my friend, it was going down a certain road that I won't specify. The bus was going round a corner and BAM, it tipped over and smashed onto its side. It was painful and all I can remember was the loud smash it made. The bus turned upright again, somehow. The bus was only 3 stops away from where I wanted to get off, but I said to a friend "fuck this shit" and we got off. Next thing we see is the bus topple over again and I just laugh my head off as I made that decision to leave the bus.

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(11-11-2011 05:47 AM)Elfy Wrote:  
(11-11-2011 05:33 AM)Levio_Sah Wrote:  Dude. Dreaming of being high sounds sick.

Only had it a few times but it's fun as hell.

I've been dreaming a lot more recently and I've been forgetting to log it all. This morning I dreamed that I was on a bus with my friend, it was going down a certain road that I won't specify. The bus was going round a corner and BAM, it tipped over and smashed onto its side. It was painful and all I can remember was the loud smash it made. The bus turned upright again, somehow. The bus was only 3 stops away from where I wanted to get off, but I said to a friend "fuck this shit" and we got off. Next thing we see is the bus topple over again and I just laugh my head off as I made that decision to leave the bus.

If I know dream interpretation, that's probably a metaphor for your erectile dysfunction.
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I keep a dream journal and some nights I can lucid dream, and I've had some fucking awesome dreams with weed everywhere in them.
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I just had a weird dream... I felt like a I was in a movie, but it was real. Russians had entered our submarine but we all managed to sneak past them in our diving suits in the flooded section of the submarine. After that I went onto this cruise liner and sat down next to this hot girl who had a boyfriend. We had an interesting chat, I just don't remember, then my mum came and sat down.

It got a bit fuzzy after that, but I was at home, celebrating the end of the war. Oddly enough because I happened to be a soldier, I happened to be armed. And there were like 50 of us armed. In my back garden. Which happened to be a hilly sandy terrain designed for combat. All of a sudden in the distance gunfire rained on our position, taliban ambush. Next thing I could heard was an RPG fly straight overhead. The civilian next to me had been shot.

The weirdest thing? My house was at the back of all this, my step dad was watching tv in the front room and some guy was playing basketball by himself in the no mans land on the battlefield. Apparently after talking with my step-dad my RPG was in the car, then I woke up.

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